“Life as it is”
Currently listening to: PDA (We just don't care) by John Legend
Thursday, April 1, 2010 || 3:19 AM
I feel like screaming to everyone that Harindra is my bestest best x8 friend. Does that mean he's my boyfriend?? Urgh. If you're close to me, you know whether that's real or not. :)
(note: scary, coincidentally Hanie just asked me on Fb whether Harindra is my bf, cause she needs his contact info for the flashmob event, haha!)
Anyway, I was listening to Elliot Yamin's "Wait For You" and I got reminded of one person, a super huge crush of mine before I entered Poly. My nickname for him? B____. & then I listened to Beyonce's "Upgrade You" and it somehow made me think of OBS as it somehow reminded me of "Irreplaceable", the hot song during that period of time. Nah, just being random :)
I used to cry listening to this one song, cause it made me so empty. It made me wished that he was mine. Now, it just made me smile, because with or without him, it's just a song, and I'm not gonna let it control me. I'm a happy girl, in a happy world. & I have a friend that loves me like how a boyfriend should love the girlfriend, and his name is Harindra.
Amanda's off to Australia tomorrow, to visit her sissy, and our baby llama Olivia. Safe journey, my friend.
p/s it's not a choice that I'm going to regret.