“Life as it is”
who cares if no one reads my blog. I read what, cannot is it? people don't know how to tag what, cannot is it? ah whats wrong with meeee okay nak mandi byeee
Saturday, April 10, 2010 || 4:09 PM
School's timetable is not out yet, how retarded. Everyone is left with 3.1 and SIP in 3.2 and then they'll be out. For good. With a diploma. How lucky it is to be them. Serve me right for not studying hard or smart enough. Serve me right to have lost the focus and motivation. Hmmm =/ I guess I'm just unlucky, and I got to deal with it. Maybe ada hikmah di sebalik all these? Like, hmms my GPA won't be as horrible? I used to have 3.something, then it dropped a lot. Friends went all, "wth you didn't maintain that 3-point-something!" well how would I know, right? I'm not a psychic, and I'm a human after all. I make mistakes, and so I guess I have to live with it. Lesson learnt? God knows if I'mma lose my motivation again, ah damn it.
So anyway, I have 1 week of holidays left, and then it's school again. I'm somewhat excited, cause I want the upcoming semester to be over and done with. How advanced, right? HAHA IT HASN'T EVEN STARTED YET! But erm, I guess that's the spirit?
I'm going to have sushi later, with Harindra. Either at Ramen Ten Century Square, or Hei Sushi at Downtown East. Yeah, have to travel to the east cause Harindra has some things to do. I feel like wearing heels. Oh, and acne is pulling my confidence even lower. I shouldn't have started ____ tsk big mistake, huge huge hugeass mistake. Now I'm an ugly duckling. Let me make myself feel even worst.
I love pulling myself down, cause whenever I look at myself in the mirror, I'd just hate myself. Hahahaa
Just get back up when it knocks you down, xoxo
Labels: rants, story of my life, with love