Aisyah, 21, thinks that life is too short.
I don't believe in love, cause it makes people blind and crazy. I believe in Allah, & all the great things He has done. Want to know who's the perfect role model for a hijabi? Not me.
p/s click "life as it is" for archives.
p/p/s I'm a cat at night.
School's at 8am tomorrow. Closing just now ended a tad late, so I reached home at 12+am. Blergh ):
And now I have to bathe and have a short but hopefully enough sleep. I need this man (look at the gif) in my life hahahahahahahahahha
goodnight awesome people!
Anyway on my way home (public transport, yawn), I began thinking a lot - reasons why I should be happy in life (I am!), how I should smile more often even if I'm tired, et cetera et cetera.
And here's a few reasons why I should be grateful in life, and why I should be very very happy with everything :)
1/ My first boyfriend is now my best friend (for life), my confidant, my sister-that-I've-never-had, and Insya'Allah, if ada jodoh, dot dot dot. Now that I'm wearing hijab, pandai-pandai lah eh, no more boyfriend and nonsense like that! So, get this, people, get this, I'M SINGLE NO MINGLE NO AVAILABLE :)
Oh, why I should be happy is because he's just so amazing, and he's my first (and last! Please), and I don't have to deal with jerks or heartbreakerssss.
2/ I have great parents who taught me how to behave :) They trust me so much, and I haven't been betraying their trust. (Maybe I've done some wrong things, but it's waaaay in the past, and I've learnt.) Eg. Mom told me to quit sheesha, and yes DONE! Oh, and they also made me realise that secondary-school BGR is a waste of time. Idk how they taught me that, but they brought me up in a way I macam, tak heran what teenagers are/were doing around me.
3/ I have a bike license AND a bike.
4/ I am not skinny, neither am I fat. Not that it matters, but I should consider myself lucky because I still weigh 50-55kg (that's all I can saaaaayyy. No need to be specific eh) without dieting AND exercising. Unhealthy but still, lucky. Small things like this (+I'm alive) = should be more grateful
5/ I hate my pimples, but at least people are still talking to me :) :) :) Thank you, friends and strangers. I love you all.
6/ My siblings and I have thick lips <3 and my cats and I, we can communicate well togedaaaa ;)
G O O D N I G H T A L L . I ' M S U P E R T I R E D !
A little pampering, plus a little self-loving, a nice quiet time for myself
Not that I'm seeking inner peace or whatev, but cause I'm asdfghjklasdfggfhjkk :)
expensive (shipping, etc) so I'mma find awesome candles here in Singapore. Mmmm?
(go youtube Gravity by Sara Bareilles)
I need my own room + my own bed man.
Don't forget the awesome music! (pause Bloodstream and play the above)
& yes, I'm feeling girlish :):):):):):) Fantabulous!
p/s read only if you really want to know what's up with my life. Guess whut? I need my beauty sleep. School's at 3-5, and then work 6 till closing.
Work. Work. Work. Work. Today onwards, school. Work. School. Work. Kendarat. School.
I'mma be awesome, like always :)
Doing Note Talkin' soon . Please, feel free to ask ANYTHING you want to know regarding Hari, eg. "What happened?" "Who is he, really!" haha ask anonymously for all I care. And also tell me what song you want for the background music. Thanks lovers :)
Well, hello there, Ian ♡ Yup, now I can't sleep because my mind's a mess
p/s i'm fickle-minded. first i'd say No, then i'd say Yes. i'm a girl. Girls are emotional little biatchs. Hate to say this, but to someone,
Team Badass won
Wednesday, October 20, 2010 || 9:12 PM
I'mma think positive and think happy thoughts! Sure, there are some things done in the past I wish I hadn't done. Probably left a mark there, shucks. Well, hopefully the future is like what I've always imagined, but y'know, people & their behaviours. Some macam wild monkeys hehe well, that person WAS a wild monkey, so please, go to hell for that. Someone created an enemy, and I don't want to get involved anymore. V tiring, I didn't do anything and poof, enemy created. Eh, not enemy lah. The right word I'm searching for is....
"Love your enemies"
I'll find a day for us to call a truce. Via SMS and returning gifts anonymously (yet, not enough) is nonsense. Let's meet up and I'll return the gifts, with a smile on my face. Okay not, I won't be that strong, so expect a couple of teardrops (specificity accepted?)
& I do, silently hoping that the future is like what I've always imagined.
There, you win, badass, you win
(my blog song makes me so high. & I think memang ah, the song about drugs a bit! Alert Alert The Vampire Diaries loverssss)
I love my hammies so much - Snow & Snowie. How I wish I can let them run free in the room. Oh what am I talking about; I don't even have my own room. They look so peaceful in their sleep, and sometimes when I whisper their names (haha whisper or what!), they don't immediately jump but just open their eyes. It's scary thinking of death. I know they only have a couple of years to live, but whyyyyyyyyy 'Sokay, they are not even 1 yet ;)
Death, what a nice start...
Oh, something's bothering me recently. If someone (whom I really really love) bids farewell (you know, I know) before my marriage, I'll be seriously damn furious. It's all going to be your fault, and you KNOW that. I'm not a kid, y'know. Age, to me, doesn't matter. Happiness won't wait for you until you're like what, 30? It's either you'll find it or not, anytime babeh, anytime.
Okay so depressing haha. Oh, random. Look at this. This week's Audience
Singapore - 112
United States - 38
Russia - 26
South Africa - 13
Denmark - 5
India - 3
Slovenia - 3
Turkey - 3
United Kingdom - 2
Australia - 1
Far or what? I think it's tumblr lah.
This weekend working for 17 hours in total. $$$ lai lai lai I'm so proud of myself, I'm finally working! But it's sucha mistake. I COULD HAVE APPLIED FOR THE JOB MONTHS AGO. Nak bukak sekolah then want to apply. Dumb.
Have a great morning everyone. I shall try to sleep some more. And did you know, I'm in Pulai, Johore Bahru and I didn't even know that. Haha thank you, Twitter Location!!
First day of work was alright. Texted Hari about EVERYTHING that happened, so I'm not gonna talk about it here :)
I know it's only the first day, and I'm planning to be a hopefully-permanent-part-timer, and the reason why I'm working now is cause of a tv show! Watching 90210 made me realise how cool it is to work while you're still schooling! No need high pay etc, a ____ is awesome already!
Pay Aarav's Insurance $$
School stuff (i.e tote bags, stationeries, notebook, 2011 calendar)
Polaroid (Fujifilm Instax 210, Fuji Instax Mini 25(if 210 is good enough to me, then 25 no need lah)
Holga (still love-hate r/s)
of course, shoes, clothes etc etc are like, the in-betweens haha
Okay this all I can think of. I'm very sleepy nighty nights!
"Never take someone's feelings as a joke. You will never know how much it fucking hurts."
I have no idea what is the right thing that I should do so as not to hurt anyone's feelings, at all. I can't be selfish, but I also cannot totally ignore my own feelings what.
To compromise? Yeah, still have no idea.
What to do. Everyone's going to blame me also what. No difference. So bingit, y'know.