Nur Aisyah

Unicorns and Rainbows.

2012-02-06T17:34:00.000+08:00

For those who know, don't question. For those who don't, ah...

So life has been, erm, so fly. Nothing to worry, nothing to lose. Yeah, if there's no problem then it won't be called 'Life'. But then again, why cause yourself so much misery, when you can smile and see unicorns and rainbows all around? Find pleasure in the simplest things in life and love everyone. Feelings and relationships make things worse for yourself. Studying till you're like what, 70? And then? Be satisfied that you just proved everyone how smart you are?

Ah sorry if I'm talking too much. Just saying. And oh, no one is reading this anyway, teehee.

AHEM

2012-01-31T12:02:00.000+08:00

Guess who's going Bali from 10th to 14th of February?
It's freaking BALI, bitches!!!!

Universal Studio Singapore

2012-01-31T11:59:00.000+08:00

Hi I miss you, blog.

Here's some photos taken at USS last Sunday 29th Jan.

I got my Betty Boop cushion. Too sexy too irresistible.

Hais toooo cute.

Hi Puss, why did you look at me? Are you a hot angmoh? Haha then no.

Aww we love you Papa xx

Far Far Away castle.

Such a hungry pig that day. ):

Love the Mummy!! So air-conditioned, so nice. haha

With Le Brothers.

So yes, had an awesome day with the family, and I loved what I was wearing ;) Ah at the end of the day, family over anything else. Or anyone else.

This Friday gonna eat at Evertop (??) with the family again. Cheers!

So just surrender

2012-01-25T13:46:00.000+08:00

"It's like you're screaming but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them, you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless, like nothing can save you. And when it's over and it's gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so you can have the good"

- We Found Love by Rihanna

1. This blog can throw at longkang already.
2. My head's clear but my heart's so so heavy.
3. I will miss you.

):
Just get back up when it knocks you down.

Look at me now.

2012-01-11T13:48:00.001+08:00

Just some pictures, so that you know I'm still alive.

Friday I think I'll update on KL trip and brother's wedding. I think la. Muah muah.

HAI

2011-12-16T00:38:00.000+08:00

Hi see I'm blogging again cause I'm feeling kinda down today. Have you seen my tweets?! They are soo annoying as hell, cs I'm not in a good mood. Ah perfect sense ;)

1. Class BBQ on 30th Dec at West Coast Park.
2. Gonna regret my life.

Okay I wanted to blog properly but then I realised it's 12.38am and I have work tomorrow. So, bye love you kind souls :)

p/s i'll update this soon.

Listen

2011-11-29T12:00:00.000+08:00

Source: CLEO December issue

"When was the last time you gave your boyfriend your undivided attention and listened to what he had to say? I mean really listened, without the TV on, or without thinking about the meeting you have tomorrow. Honestly, when did you?

If this sounds familiar, your relationship is suffering from a lack of intimacy. I'm not talking about sexual closeness - although that's part of it - I'm talking about a real connection and understanding."

Phuket, Thailand

2011-11-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

Okay go.
Hi people I'm back! I don't care who still reads this okay, cause I know I do.
Pictures at Phuket, a month later hahaha lousy.

Had this every single day without fail. That's the butter, dk halal or not. Can la butter only. Oh and koko crunch :9 Also, every single day without fail, would shit immediately after eating before heading out for activities.

In the day so innocent. At night, ang mohs everywhere, Thai girls doing pole dancing screaming "Ahh!" and loud music. Not the sexy "Ahh!" but the OMG HELP ME kind of Ahh. Ape saje.

Our speedboat. Still can remember what's ours. 929. Cause they always shouted the speedboat for us to head to the next destination -.- Won't get seasick I promise euu >.<

Went to Phi Phi Island, Maya Bay ah so many la I don't know the names. But all beautiful ^^ You can't get them in Singapore. Singapore beaches sho dirty and eww black. The waters there are like, BLUE. Coral blue. Omg fantastic. Wanna see?

Also the nightlife there is amazing. Shops there opened after 12pm zzz Good thing I don't drink! Okay the streets.

(favourite thing. Too bad didn't take 'em cs we'd rather walk!)

And as y'all know, Thai = Trans. So we went to Simon Cabaret. Fantastic show but unfortunately, the ending was like erm that's it?

Okay lazy to blog actually, cs I wanna watch Breaking Dawn online. But to summarize my virgin trip to Thailand, let's just say it's an amazing start of my life :> To have graduated from Temasek Polytechnic and now seeking for the definition of 'life', I would say a trip to a foreign land with a friend is definitely a great start. Don't ask whether I'll ever find a full-time job, or pursue my studies. Let me define my life without being judged, por favor.

Love y'all xoxo

2011-11-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

Cause love makes the girls stupid, and the guys weak. Do not fall in love blindly too. You've been warned.
I'll update this space again once I've uploaded all the Phuket pics at ____ :) BRB!

Adventure

2011-10-30T21:34:00.001+08:00

2 more weeks and my brother's getting married. He gotta say bye to his long long hair teehee ;)

I want to be happy. An adventurer, and prolly happy being a part-time barista at the moment ;)

The only thing that's bothering me is....

I don't have a friggin Plan B. Ooooh :/

Ian Somerhalder

2011-10-25T02:13:00.002+08:00

This is from tumblr, but I have to put this here!!

Lazy girl

2011-10-25T00:58:00.000+08:00

Hai :3

Miss me? I miss blogging so much, but ever since I got my new phone, I've been.... lazy. Ooopsy. Not gonna post anything so darn personal or anything like that, just the general things etc etc.
My unimportant life.

I've been working a lot at Coffeebean, and I'm really enjoying life. It's nice to be stress-free :) But is life really a breeze? You know what they say - all good things come to an end. Mmmm I went to Phuket a week ago, with Ifah. Just the two of us, how daring eh. Hahaha Phuket was beyond wonderful (': Pictures still in cam, hahah one day I'll upload la. As for love, hais, I'm really worried. We're closer now ): Don't waaaaaaant.

*runs away*
Okay bye.

I miss blogging

2011-10-02T22:14:00.001+08:00

If you don't have a twitter account, or if you're following me, or idk why you just love reading my updates...

I'm here now :> and i'm using my new phone! Teehee about time right?! Hello white iphone 4, be nice to me and i'll be nice to you.

Not much updates anyways. Nah pictures! Btw follow me la twitter.com/misskoshka

I needa I gotta I hafta

2011-09-26T18:17:00.000+08:00

Hi
I need to stop feeling sad
I need to start appreciating the simple things in life
I need to have faith in myself, in my religion, and not go astray
I need to make love and joy, not have hates and regrets
I need to stay calm

& look around. Allah is great, His creations are great, and that I'm vvv lucky to be alive rn.

Graduation

2011-09-26T16:26:00.000+08:00

So proud of this person.

Will always be.

#heisnotmyboyfriend hahahah stop it la

For those who haven't seen my bike...?

2011-09-22T00:20:00.001+08:00

I guess it was a mistake to enrol Class 2A despite knowing that I just had an accident weeks before and was quite afraid to be on the road again. It's probably fated to fail my first 2A TP which made me realise that

A: I'm a girl. The accidents with Aarav (the name of my bike!) has left me scars. I gotta prioritize - I want to be a lady. I don't want ugly scars, I don't want to be Harry Potter y'know ):

and

B: I don't want to ride a 2A/2 bike just for fame & style. The reason why I had 2B was mainly for transportation, as the distance between TP and my house is like A to Z.

But recently, months after my accident, I've gained back the confidence on the road, which made me want to continue my 2A, but nah, I'm gonna heed Hari's advice, "Use that confidence for your driving practical"

So this is a picture of my lovely lovely blue bike, named Aarav. The black one on the left is Hari's.

So Aarav, sorry for neglecting you for a while. I was punishing you la, cause you made me fall :P

Okay goodnight! Yes, blahblah, Aisyah, B L A H B L A H.

But I set fire to the rain

2011-09-20T01:02:00.000+08:00

I cute or not? Haha no la diam la don't answer.

So I guess I shouldn't blog when I'm in a foul mood. My choice of words gets too harsh, I might hurt some people who thought I was talking about them, and it's not even a competition y'know, like, who gets the last say or whether I've managed to make someone shut up.

Best example would be my text to Sya, the leader of my used-to-be band. I sent a text message to her, a super duper long one, criticizing her leadership skills etc, after I got to know about some things. It was nice, of course, to say those things to a person who clearly deserves it. But then to think again, I would never imagine how I would feel if that same text was sent to me by someone else instead. We ended that text-convo there, and what annoyed me most was the fact that people who've been telling me stuffs, decided to show a different side of them and acted as if they've never told me anything. I mean, I wouldn't know how everything has been if not for them, right? But, yeah, I shouldn't have texted her that crap, I shouldn't have created such chaos. Ah it's okay, life's life, people's people, and Aisyah's Aisyah (me, me, me)

I'm forever an ass la.

Also, I took up a class on Anger Management, and How to Avoid Being Rude lesson. Seriously. It was free and it was via a phone call, and my instructor was Mr Hari.

Hmmmm life,

I'm clueless on what to do in the future. And by future I'm not talking about "When I grow up..." or "After I've graduated from TP....", cause hell to the no, I'm already out of TP and I need to decide fast! For now, I'm enjoying my time in Coffeebean :>

OMG kk too wordy already bye

last one.

blah blah blah ALL WORDS blah

2011-09-15T04:05:00.001+08:00

My blog has so many pictures. Okay I give y'all words. WORDS!

I've been working a lot recently, and I hope it's going to be worth it. I just hope someone else appreciates it. Anyway!, ya, so I've been attached to Vivo, Jurong Point, Great World City and just today, Westmall. A good experience, and meeting lotsa different people, and of course, have to learn to adapt. All using different machines haha mampos. So yes, hang in there Aisyah, get the kaching kaching and enjoy the fun working environment. Ooh can never imagine having a full-time job. My internship at AVA was probably the only full-time job I've done, and boy oh boy me no likey.

Damn I hate being a girl, but I think being a guy is tougher :/ Girls have to deal with emotional rollercoaster rides, bleeding vagina, our girlish dilemmas. Guys? They have to deal with that.

One of my friend/enemy is being such a fat bitch!! Y'know me, I use the word fat to describe a personality. Yeah sure you were sexy, or curvy, or voluptuous whatever, but damn bitch now you're just fat. FAT FAT FAT. When will you ever learn, dear fat friend? Don't be stupid and take back your own words about your favourite person; I heard you loud & clear. Then now you're telling me you're the middle person etc? Up yours la. Your what? Omg I don't know what to think, your layers of boob fats too thick already, noooo

Okay

I think I v funny haha but a friend of mine told me about this (fat) friend of mine, and mak kau irritating nya. Kau nak suck up lagi ke?! Buat ape? Bodoh. Samdol. Bahalol. Point noted?

Enough words for you? How can I not talk about Hari. Hari accepted me for who I was, he's loving me for who I am, and he'll care, I know so. So I'll share, cause sharing is caring. He's not even my property, so let's share this toy boy. Who wants a piece of Hari? Lai lai.

Small picture only la, cause I wanted this to be a wordy post. BYE goodnight haha Can't believe I wasted my time talking about my fat frenemy.

L is for loser, not love.

2011-09-15T02:47:00.000+08:00

Just some things from tumblr ^^

2011-09-13T13:22:00.000+08:00

The kind of things you do with your guy best friend.
;)

Oh whyyyy OH whyyyy!?

2011-09-13T11:11:00.000+08:00

So weird this picture above.

Actually I got nothing to blog about.

It's just that I like to blog after changing the blogskin.

This picture is also weird

Haahaha what to do.

Follow me on twitta: misskoshka

Oh mama, mama, mama, I just shot a man down. #nowplaying

give you more

2011-09-13T02:12:00.000+08:00

HAI

I dreamt of my old kitty, 5 of them. V sad. ):
Quite a number of people have told me that I'm skinnier & fairer. Really? I don't think so leh.
I don't know what to do in the future.
Secretly, I'd like to get married and have kids, just for my parents!
Hahahaha shit my leg hardcore semut-semut/pins & needles. I can't move even an inch. Hahahah my life.

BAI

I feel no sadness

2011-09-08T21:15:00.001+08:00

Hai. I'm

- gonna xxxxxx this weekend

- not gonna be shameless & ask for my parents' money. That's why I'm working more now ):

- not gonna find a full-time job too. #wheregottime haha

- so tired. Went to town with Ifah, Ernie, Ayu & Rizal yesterday, and then I was up the whole night using the laptop :O

- excited to get back my school results. For sure I won't fail (I can smell the victory haha!) no la, cause I actually put in some effort for my SIP/MP. After that, I'm going to apply for uni.

What's lame? If people say, "Eh kalau perangai xxx, bukak tudung sudah" & "Shouldn't tudung girls be xxx" in an argument. It's like saying, "yo momma's so fat, she blahblahblah" out of nowhere. I.e. it's a joke.

Peace out A-town.

Some personal shit.

2011-09-08T01:26:00.000+08:00

You want personal? I give you personal.

I'm not in a relationship with Hari anymore not cause I don't love him no more. He's sexy, handsome, and h-o-t (or used to be, if you're into really fat buff kinda guys), but better, he's super loyal, honest, sincere, treats/treated me super well, and he's such a gentleman I swear. But why do I choose this way? We've done so many damn fked up things together, the kinda thing couples do, but what's the point if it's all forbidden? Cheap thrill? Hell the love was deep, but to KNOW that it's wrong? Yeah man it was an amazing relationship, swear to God I wanna marry that man, but the love's purer this way. Trust me, bitches, being in a relationship vs no strings attached? Latter. Being in a relationship before marriage, well, that's not how I roll anymore. I guess the feelings did fade, and yeah I did tell him to date other girls etc before we get serious and 'get married'. Hell, we've gotten too serious, that I feel it's unfair for HIM to be out with ME and only me. Hahahha sounds merepek pulak. So yes, we're not in a relationship, but it's a habit to wish each other 'Happy XXth' every 7th of the month, so we're gonna keep it that way. No point la cinta setengah mati but can't get married anytime soon. Buang current. Haha but I gatal, how? Garok ah.

Personal enough?
;)

2011-09-06T03:25:00.000+08:00

Because I'm out of TP already, currently waiting for results & then transcripts etc?
Fck yeah ;)

but you're thinking bout me, me, meeee~

2011-09-01T16:01:00.000+08:00

My two favourite songs atm

So Hari is back from Taiwan, but I heran tak heran!

Tomorrow is my presentation, i.e. wear formal clothes, put a lil make up on, present some stupid big poster.

Thing is....

I don't know whether I have formal clothes
I don't like to put make up -.-
The stupid poster is not done yet

HAHAHAHAH good luck to me.

Wow the last time I blogged was last week?! Haha chey busy with reports mah. So proud of myself for completing the reports & logbooks on time :)

Sensual satisfaction~ eh.

Oh yes, I'm taking Class 3, enrol next week. Too excited already.

Bye!

2011-08-25T12:24:00.001+08:00

My favourite girl ^^
I've got tuition this afternoon, at Bedok. Okay, my one and only tuition job for now. Sucks to be me cause it's all the way at Bedok!!?!
Going to take public transport, cause it's so dark rn.

Rise and shine?

2011-08-24T13:07:00.002+08:00

This sucks.
I'm having my second period of the month
So today is my 8th day of not fasting, in total.
Urgh And I'm down with flu

Not cool.

2011-08-24T04:07:00.000+08:00

Hi sepet.
Ah Sept 2, come quick la. I want to get out of TP.
Oct 1 will be our 1st anniversary - My tudung & I.
Bye

L is for lover. L is for loner!

2011-08-20T16:38:00.002+08:00

So today I went to geygey again, this time with my secondary school girls & their boyfriends.

I? Forever alone. Toyfriend also don't have hahah hak pui

I felt lonely, but haiya masuk kubur sorang-sorang per

O.O

Okay. But please get this clear, doesn't mean I miss Hari means he's my boyfriend what.

I miss him, a lot.

Especially on weekends.

Can cry.

Text me lah people, entertain me la.

I only ate Ramly for break-fast.

TWITTA

2011-08-19T14:33:00.001+08:00

hahahahahahahhaha

wait till he sees this

confirm kembang

but main point is!

I almost thought it's possible to meet Syik. Hais

We are the example of why not to fall in love

2011-08-19T13:36:00.001+08:00

Let's see what has been happening..

Last night I was up all night talking to this boy

Kenal right this budak Bloco & Soul? Hahahaa
He layan me, cause I didn't feel like sleeping.

Okay now I tell you why I didn't sleep.
I had constipation for the whole damn week. Didn't shit at all! Stomachache only, and it's not funny ): So I took the 2 pills & 10ml of the constipation meds, and ta-dah, so far I've shitted 4-5 times. I think I've lost some weight? hahahha!

Stinko. Today I'm going to Arnolds @ City Plaza, with Rizal and Ifah ^^ Random people, so Idk how it's gonna be like. I feel like I'm going to blind date like that hahaha
One day going to buka with the guy in the pic ^ Where & when?
Setan.

I anyhow only go out with guys hahahahah
Think I don't miss this guy ah? Isap sua, rindu macam nak mati :C

To SUZIE

2011-08-17T08:51:00.002+08:00

You also have this kind of top what!! haha I don't know where's mine now :P

2011-08-16T01:00:00.001+08:00

Ovulation in 2 weeks' time, & period in 4 weeks' time.

So tell me what is wrong with me?

Cause I think I'm missing him & Syikin so so much. Too much.

Selamat Hari Hari hahah

2011-08-15T15:31:00.001+08:00

20-9 = 11 more days.

Only 9 days, and I'm feeling so lonely already.

Hak pui la.

Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang - Imran Ajmain

2011-08-13T00:58:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HARINDRA RAM BHATTACHARJEEEEEE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

So my toyfriend has turned 22. 3 more years, and he's gonna be 25, which means SEXY. Now also sexy, but not sexy enough. Mid 20s in the sexiest. Okay that's not the point. The point is,

He's celebrating his 22nd in Taiwan. In the forest maybe? And y'know why?
because #nsmerepek.
Happy Birthday sexy.

Nancy I love you.

2011-08-12T03:57:00.000+08:00

I suggest you open your eyes big big before saying I'm showing my hair to the virtual world, okay?

:P So defensive. I just took these pictures, cause I'm very much like zombie now!

Hi 3.52am, and it's Friday already. I have work later, 8 to 5. Mampos right? Must sleep less now, so that more work is done. What I tweeted, "24h a day not enough to do school work. 24h a day is too much when counting down the days for you to be back here with me. CHEY" makes so much sense. I'm listening to Nancy Ajram songs, total 19 songs. Too happy :)

Wonder how I can do my work, tweet AND blog at the same time. I'm a catwoman, hear me meow.

.............

Sayonara, have a good weekend all xx

p/s 4 more working days for me. Fyeah

Lontong Goreng

2011-08-09T17:48:00.000+08:00

Eh so chicken mcnugget! This was what I observed when helping my mom cook.

Oil, onion, chilli (not chilli sauce hor), lontong, garam 1 1/2 tsp, just a pinch of ajinamoto, kicap, the peas corns carrots, sliced telur dadar
in order.

sorry, when it comes to cooking, I speak malay ^^

Hari to Taiwan oi!

2011-08-07T00:13:00.001+08:00

Sayonara! See you again in 20 days' time.
By then it'd be 2-3 days more to Raya
I'd be done with AVA
I'd be done with reports & logbooks

& there's you.

let me be the one to show you

2011-08-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

Eh too busy to update blog! Chey.

How are you? What's your name? Age? How many exes do you have?

Malay guys like to ask this question. So merepek. That's why I'm with an Indian.

Haha joking.

Bye. I want to do report and talk to Hari la. Don't disturb me.

I don't want my blog to be dead, that's all hurh

Note: I have black eyeluggages. Not funny siol.

Like a birdy

2011-07-26T23:25:00.001+08:00

I want to be free again. 8am to 5.30pm every single day working as an intern is not cool at all. As much as I want to leave that place, I know it's gonna be hard cause I'm too used to the same old routine. Wake up at 6.15pm, shower for a good 10 minutes, get ready and prayed Subuh, and leave the house at 7am.

Careperson told me to hang in there, cause I'm graduating real soon.
Wow the thought of it!

I can't wait.
(': For now, I shall try to complete my MP Report a.s.a.p, so that I will have ample time to check & review.
God bless me!!

Today

2011-07-24T02:30:00.001+08:00

This is my blog right? Can post my pictures right?

Bugis to get myself a pair of black pants for work + Cold Stone with bestest friend + Heeren Mcd with him and saw his NS friends + His mother's place

I don't like people referring us as Boyfriend + Girlfriend. Ya, I love him he loves me, but suddenly I don't like the status. No strings attached is waaaaaaay better. Well, at least I think so :)
But whatever it is, he's the best person I've ever known.

And I not vain lor :O

2011-07-19T09:44:00.001+08:00

Twitter over-capacity.
Nonsense piece of crap

lips. licking. good.

2011-07-15T11:34:00.001+08:00

I WANT TO EAT ALL OF THE ABOVE

AND MAYBE HAVE A TASTE OF THIS

...

Off Twitter

2011-07-14T12:08:00.001+08:00

Staying off Twitter until Mmmm 5pm :/
I'm worried sick for someone and I don't want to happily tweet my life away while knowing there's something bothering him.
Such sacrifices! teehee :3

And yes, obviously I'm talking about Hari ~

how to get rid of acne

2011-07-14T11:23:00.001+08:00

DIY Facial treatment for y'all to try. I don't have much problem with acne anymore, they appear once in a while, yes, but it's not worrying like last time. Sharing is caring :D

1.Baking soda can be used as a great scrub. To start off, you’ll want to mix a small amount of baking soda with some water for form a paste. Gently massage the paste into your skin for ten to fifteen seconds. Then rinse the baking soda off, and pat your face dry with a clean towel.

2.Lemon or lime juice can also be substituted for vinegar. Both of these juices are rich in citric acid, and can exfoliate your skin very well, halting the growth of acne spots, as well as fading previous, non-active acne quicker.

3.Crack an egg, removing the yolk so that just the egg whites are left behind. Beat these egg whites, and apply them directly to your face. Let it sit for fifteen minutes, and then rinse the egg off.

4.Aloe Vera has been used for many years in kitchens for topical application to burns. Another benefit of aloe is that it can prevent scaring, fade marks and help heal acne spots.

5.Each time you wash your face, use sugar to scrub it, at least once a day, for two weeks, to rid yourself of acne.

6.Soak cotton wool in mint juice, and apply every day.

7.Apply crushed marigold leaves on acne.

8.Boil and mash plums to get 8 teaspoons of pulp. Add a teaspoon of almond oil, and apply on the face.

9.Make a paste of turmeric powder, and apply evenly on the acne.

10.Mix together neem leaves paste, a quarter teaspoon of turmeric powder, sandalwood paste and gram flour. Apply on the acne and let it dry well before rinsing.

11.Powder half a cup a whole green gram. Mix it with two tablespoons wheat bran. Regular application of this will clear skin of acne.

My arms so sore boohoo

2011-07-13T20:49:00.001+08:00

Just now.

Hi, me after jogging yesterday ;) My face seems alright, but when I went to bathe after that, my face was tooooo pink compared to my body skin colour! And yay, I don't have acne like last time ^^ Just need to remove the spots, how how how.

As for today,
I did 2 POP pilates
Amazing Upper Back & Leg Stretches and Abominable Abdominals.
Want to pengsan I tell you!
(click on the link lah and try! if you can do it without shaking at all, please be my guru! teehee)

Time for my steamed corn (with lots of margerine whoops!) & plain greek yogurt!

7. Your opinion on cheating on people.

2011-07-12T09:27:00.000+08:00

I think you're bored. If your partner approves and you just want it so much, I don't think it's wrong. But macam bastard kan, kesian your lover.
I think your pussy itchy, so if you cheat behind your lover's back, you are naaaaaasty (nigga's accent). If you cheat and decide to break-up w your lover, I don't think it's wrong.
I think you need attention. If your lover is the kind who don't care about you, the i understand. If he/she is the kind who shows you too much attention, hellllooooo it's better than none so take it or leave it cause maybe he/she deserves better.

Actually I don't have opinion on cheating. It's mean, of course, but if it's a mutual thing, and you have own reasons behind it, I don't see anything wrong. haha i so mean.
But of course on a serious note, I wouldn't want my lover to be touching anyone else's pussy. Eh like not serious also -.-

Okay bye.
Lousy answer, booooooooo!!

6. The person you like and why you like them

2011-07-12T09:23:00.000+08:00

Person? Just 1? Then it's easy. My mother ;) Okay don't want, I love her. Like = Hari

Because he dah sunat. hahaah no lah ape je.

I like Hari a lot. He respects me, he admires my 'beauty' (I think he's the only one who cock-eye think I pretty and hot hahahah), he knows how to satisfy me, and he always pleases. Yes, obviously I would think he's hot, BUT, I like him the most because I pretty much find him perfect, and I can consider myself lucky for not having to find other jerks before meeting 'the one'. Hari's pretty much 'the one' and I so definitely want him ;) Question is, bila mau kahwin bro? hahaha! It has always been fantastic, two of us together, since the v first time we went out together. We're technically not in a r/s, we are who we are & we don't need a status. But god damn he's beautiful.

& most importantly, I think he can teach our kids the beauty of Islam too. The same way he started embracing it ;)

5. 5 things that irritate you about the opposite/same sex

2011-07-12T09:15:00.000+08:00

1. Snob
2. Judgmental tudung girls & non-smokers (not all, just some are really hardcore)
3. Brat (Like a kid, ergh)
4. People who talk so much nonsense, thinking they are always so damn funny.
5. Noisy religious people.

My new girl crush

2011-07-11T10:54:00.000+08:00

Say hi to El Wood ^^

Perangai iPad

2011-07-10T03:57:00.000+08:00

Hi hi

I'm using iPad to blog now
Live from Aloha Loyang Garden Terrace D
Hahahahahaha chey (;

Mummy's on my right, hari's on my left but diff bed
Family around me, of course I don't want my weekend to end so soon ):

i'm in such a weird mood now :/
I don't want anything or anyone to hurt Hari, okay?
dah, the end. I want iPad2 for my graduation gift.

goodnight kids
Muah muah

4. What you wear to bed

2011-07-08T12:05:00.000+08:00

I'm using my lab's comp, so there's no picture to post. Imagination ;)

1. Baju butterfly + shorts underneath.
2. Same as above, except without shorts
3. Jersey + shorts

Boring lah. But of course, undergarments are absolutely optional. Girls, please sleep with your bra off -.-
If I had my own room, I'd sleep with a shirt and just panties -.- Nakedness is NOT part of the list.

What kind of post is this!

3. What kind of person attracts you

2011-07-08T12:01:00.001+08:00

I don't know whether person = guy, girl or people in general. Understand understood okay?

1. Generous with their smiles

2. Both an introvert and extrovert. Important to be appropriate of course

3. Respect others

4. Know their religion and spread the joy and peace necessarily No noisy christians/muslims/hindus/etc please

5. Share the same sense of humour

6. Appreciates music

7. Not bossy, and allows others to lead despite being the leader (okay, this is random. Leadership skills siol haha)

8. Nice body Idk this should be number 1! Nevermind, lazy to change.

9. Humble

10. Funny!

Grocery Shopping!

2011-07-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hi! Just gonna post what I bought today :>

So much for healthy living. I think I'm still 'finding' myself.

I can't be thin, I can't be healthy. What else? I fat & ugly? Gi mampos lah korang ;)

In english: go & die, muahahha!

This is like, instant Caesar Salad. Haha includes croutons & caesar dressing.

$6.95

The berries & the honey tomato

(left to right) $2.85, $4.99, $6.99

Actually Idk the price, cause the receipt got minus this minus that -.-

And funny, I don't even eat these things y'know haha

must learn lah. colourful things are healthy mah.

Wasn't bothered to buy the Low fat ones. Since it's Greek Yogurt everywhere on tumblr, so Greek Yogurt it is.

$7.65

Previously I bought Bonjour 12-multigrain loaf or something. It was expensive, for a small loaf -.-

So I bought this 'popular' one instead. $2 only! So many wholemeal & multi-grain loaves, don't know which one is good leh :/

Okay this one SUPER instant, don't even need fire! haha

Bought for my dad :)

$2.35

(super instant!!)

and lastly, brown rice! for 0.75kg, $4.80. Macam so small. But me going to eat brown rice on a regular basis, v soon. Sick of white rice. White stuffs are bad carbs! Of course, everything about food is "to a certain extent". If the brown rice really v nice I tell you all okay! Then you all must stop eating white rice hehe

& if your parents or grandparents are diabetic, tell them to stop eating white rice!! no good.

Oh, the close-up of the blueberries

Actually, what I had in mind is to make...

Yogurt Parfait :>

check out cheers-toeatingright.blogspot.com

Created that blog so that I can copy & paste whatever that I 'learnt' from tumblr :)

But y'know what? Just eat whatever that you want lah ;) Rezeki tuhan :)

Okay night night!

knock knock

2011-07-04T22:12:00.003+08:00

Seems like my 30-day challenge is a bit dead right? Okay lah when I'm free I'll do it :>
July & August are like, my busy months!
But never too busy to blog, tweet & tumblr ;)

1 more months to Ramadhan!

Goodnight! Kisses <3

2011-07-04T00:27:00.001+08:00

http://koshkaaa.wordpress.com/2011/07/03/cycling-at-ecp/

Friday, tomorrow is Sat, Sunday comes afterwards.

2011-07-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hello! So my weekends were like, so happening. Haha no lah!

On Friday:
- Tried Pure Cookies & Cream from Coffeebean but using soy milk,
- had a vegan evening at Loving Hut with Amanda & Olivia :)
- walked too much just to find the nearest Starbucks. ass, it wasn't even near!
- took 174 home, instead of the train!

Loving Hut: http://lovinghut.com.sg
Don't be fooled - "egg!? mayonnaise?! sure or not vegan?" really vegan (I hope) and 'according to them' they're halal. Vegan and vegetarian different okay.

The first few dishes that was served. (brown rice + Olivia's + mine)

Silky Tofu Mushroom (Olivia's)

Sweet & Sour nuggets (mine)

Tofu Jacket (shared)

The brown rice. (shared) Bought 1 with set which included this plate of brown rice. Divided into three! Haha
But mom lied to me; she told me that brown rice is hard. No!

The 'fake' egg!! (shared) It's tofu + something, and it tasted just like egg! Healthier choice? Mmm maybe?

Spicy Otah (Amanda's). Very spicy!!!

I forgot what this was called (shared). It consists of Papadum Tofu Roll, Potato wedges, and 2 more idkwhat haha

Starbucks with Amanda

On Saturday:
- 15 mins jogging+brisk walk, 10 mins of pilates (see previous post)
- Work
- Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows Part I with Hari
- spent time with him until ~1.05am. Miss spending so much time with him.

The link to Harry Potter & DH1, with French subtitle! Too sexy.
Click here

On Sunday:
- Went to East Coast Park with Hari
- Breakfast! For me: Breakfast set at Coffeebean: Salmon & egg muffin + Hot Vanilla using soy + no-sugar-added vanilla powder (NSA is fat-free!) For him: Lunch set: Chicken Meatball pasta + iced tea.
- 1.5h of non-stop cycling, $7 each person.
- Lunch! For me: McGrill salad? + orange juice. For him: McSpicy set meal + Coke.
- The Other End Of The Line (2008) with Hari
- Hisss (2010) with Mom.

I bet they thought I'm one fussy customer. Soy lah, NSA lah. But at last you see, the drink didn't even reach to the brim, and the foam is like, 2 inches? No, I didn't complain hehe
I hate customers who complain so much. Diam sudah lah.

My Salmon & Egg Muffin :> So nice!

His Chicken Meatball Pasta.

Our McD lunch :)

The Other End Of The Line, starring Jesse Metcalfe (that's right. Desperate Housewives hottie) & Shriya Saran (dk her, but she's pretty!) bloody hell *british accent* I love this movie!

and Hisss (warning: Hisss is not that nice haha)

Okay bye. Kiss kiss.

Pilates

2011-07-02T08:46:00.000+08:00

http://youtu.be/aRCIX3cdW34
Only 10 mins.

i.e 30 minutes of mini-torture to me.

beautiful

2011-07-01T15:41:00.001+08:00

Hi :) Today is Friday, and the air smells so nice!
I told myself that nothing's gonna make me upset today, nothing's gonna spoil my mood.
And I smiled.

It's working!
I'm comfortable wearing whatever that I'm wearing now,
I've done 2 experiments which didn't turn out bad,
I've had a healthy breakfast & lunch: 12-grain bread + lettuce + light tuna chunks, 80g cut lettuce + <10 butter croutons with just a teaspoon of caesar dressing.,
It's Friday, 1st of July (hi July!!!),
I'm meeting Amanda & Olivia after work and we're gonna eat healthy! @ Loving Hut,
I have a beautifully planned weekends for Hari & I.

I'll update my 30-day-challenge when I'm free ;)
Have an awesome friday everyone! & a beautiful beautiful weekend with your loved ones!

2. How have you changed in the past 2 years?

2011-06-29T22:00:00.000+08:00

Appearance

^ Old pictures. I lazy find so many. I used to cut my hair all the time. From long blondish 'minah'/'ah lian' to Idk what already. The shortest is the one with my cat (bottom right). I had a lot of pimples thanks to NDP, and I became so tanned. Not dark or sunburnt, but TANNED to the max. It's like, bronze. Then became darker, haiyo. I think I gained a lot of weight, maybe cs I was too happy with Hari :) Mmm what else...

Okay nevermind. This is me now :) So pretty hahahahahahahaahahahahha

too much la the laughter. Still not pretty lah, still fat and ugly lah.

But I'm so much happier this way. Not much pimples already, I mean, not as much as before. Last time one v depressing I tell you. Now more, erm, tolerable.

Tolerable makes me think of Toblerone. Yummy.

^ Not much pimples right? I think I'm going to make my 20's wonderful. I've started to eat healthy (kind of, sort of) and have started exercising more. So I'm going to make my 20's fabulous :)

*Fingers crossed and pussy hair braided!*

Personal

I sheesha-ed a lot last time, now not as much. Used to sheesha 3-4 times every week, but now it's like, once in 2 months? So bloody proud of myself. Actually I quit sheesha for a while, but then I started again Idk how. But aimami I've _ more than last time )': I swear I won't _ when I'm done with attachment. It's just v tiring to work 2 jobs - 1 FT and 1 PT. Very tiring. If only I were married and get massages every time I say, "I'm tired". How nice :)

I'm more certain in life :) Not gonna say much here. Secret

I've gotten my Class 2B. Had 1 minor accident and 1 major accident (major enough for me). Took 2A also, if y'all wanna know, but failed TP once cause I was lazy. And had a few more practices and decided, nah, not going to continue cause I'm a lady and I've begun to prioritise the important things in life. Having bigger bike is not part of it. Fabulous 20, remember? I'm still keeping my bike Baby Aarav.

I can't wait to take car!

I've kind of started healthy loving. Kind of? Because it's an on-off thing. I just need more help :)

Diet: No more white bread for me. Am gonna eat more brown rice. Avoiding French Fries :)

I've started drinking coffee ice-blended drinks, and tea lattes! Still no to black coffee and cafe latte.

I can pop 'em pills already! Last time only syrup, but turning 20 makes me feel so adult! Hence the coffee & pills.

I want to be skinnier

Relationships

Hari Last time I and Hari liked to roll around. Now we relax, call each other best friend but we still love each other. But we cannot be in a relationship lah, this way is easier. I feel better being alone, but y'know, deep down, I can't wait to get married :B

Relationship with friends also better :)

I joined Apitos, and now I'm out. Within this 2 years. Best decision I've ever made. No questions asked. :)

Relationship with Allah and Islam? I won't be noisy and say, "I have a relationship with Allah" or "He's in my mind all the time". Let me just say, I fear him more and more (: I'm embracing the religion, while maintaining my personality. I'm still me, but I'm definitely more aware.

I think that's all. Goodnight, muah muah!

1. the meaning behind my tumblr/blog name

2011-06-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

MISS KOSHKA
Miss cause I'm a lady,
Koshka cause it's 'cat' in russian. Saw this word in a cat book ;)

I love cats, hence the Miss Koshka :)

30-day-challenge

2011-06-28T09:01:00.000+08:00

I'm going to do this, for fun :) So that I'll update here more often, and you don't have to come here and see my beautiful face only! (see below) hahaha!

life, why so serious?

2011-06-26T11:46:00.000+08:00

Hi. My life has always been the same. I feel so adult, with all the working and whatnot :/
To be very very very honest with you,
- sometimes I feel like going uni at NZ, sometimes I don't.
- sometimes I want to get married young, sometimes I don't.
- sometimes I miss Hari, sometimes I don't care.
- sometimes I say Hari's my best friend, all the time I've never said he's my boyfriend.
- sometimes I feel like leaving the world cs I'm tired, sometimes I feel like I want to live to old age & be happy

But all the time, I feel like I'm living just for the sake of living.
Living the life? Nah.
Just can't wait to graduate :)

Hari always say I look like small girl

2011-06-23T23:37:00.001+08:00

Oh hi :>

Listening to blog song:
First time
After hours and hours and hours
At the end of the day
The next day

Story of my life! I like this song.

1. Just now my mom and I cried after talking about something. She said it's cs we're women, "hati perempuan" Of course I won't blog about the problem lah, but we'll see, we'll see.
THIS TOO SHALL PASS. My favourite quote remember?

2. Hari didn't text me in the afternoon & evening! Today we exchanged less than 5 texts. Okay lah, I'm not in the mood to text today. Just type type type. But I hope he's alright! Eh he's my pearl okay, he's my precious :) I don't love him like a boyfriend already. Mom is worried already! :O Aiya anything can happen lah. Feelings can fade. Relax can choy-ah.

3. I've reached 10,000 tweets on twitter! I will forever love twitter. Even after getting married with kids. Even wilder I think. Share sex stories with y'all. Hehe won't lah, between me and my golek-golek rock&roll partner only ;)

4. This sat I'm meeting Syikin and some others. Tomorrow is my work audit. Tomorrow I am working 8-5 at AVA and 7-2 at Coffeebean. Confirm chop will smoke. Oh, reminder to self: text manager that I'm taking the transport home.

5. I'm in the mood to blog blog and blog. But I need to sleep. Goodnight!

Okay lah, one more picture of handsome.

nursery rhymes,

2011-06-23T10:51:00.000+08:00

Ah, good ah.

Colleague: Why are there beetles here?
Me: People? I think they're late.
Colleague: Oh dead? But it's just attracting fungus.
Me (in my head): I have to tweet/blog about this. Why are we both deaf?!

2011-06-21T20:39:00.000+08:00

I cannot take it. I'm kinda tired, and I don't have enough sleep. And I'm in the ungrateful mood - not grateful for this body and looks. I haven't been eating much and yes.... the whole 'fat & ugly' thing isn't erased completely.
I'm going to get myself that Marlboro Ice Mint (?) for the week.

Actually right, I can't complain leh. I choose this. and so funny, the IQuit advertisement on TV now. Oh man.

2011-06-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

I've edited some posts, poof no pictures :)
I am a happy girl now. Shall change blogskin too!

edit 12.02am:
CHANGED, AND FRIGGING LOVE THIS BLOGSKIN. EDITED UNTIL BECOME SO CATWOMAN.
Meows and purrs. love you misskoshka.bs! hehe

xx Goodnight everybody!

To-do list: eat less + exercise more to lose weight. take care of lips. prevent pimples as much as possible.

my dad.

2011-06-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

so many pictures on my blog. I don't like leh actually. but this one, not just any picture!!!

Happy Father's Day to the man who .....
aiya so many things to describe this man and the things he has done!!!

He's my dad. :)

985

2011-06-19T00:24:00.001+08:00

If you don't love me I don't know what to say...
haha ;)

peggy sue.

2011-06-17T14:09:00.001+08:00

My hair is now red.
Man Down in on repeat.

Left ~ 2 months of attachment
K and I finally talked hehe
J and I watched Mr Bean, and she's so noisy explaining to me everything that Mr Bean did. I mean, wtf?
Today's Friday.

Clara

2011-06-14T22:46:00.001+08:00

The guy above ^ is my French boyfriend. His name is Jeremy, but me no like. Let's just call him Mael. He played Mael in Laughing Out Loud :)
Hari's proud of me for posting the previous post.
I want to marry him. But I don't know how to make that statement less cheesy!
I always say "in 3 years' time", but I know it won't come true. Really!! patiently waiting for that right moment.
Mom said I just need to learn how to cook.
I wear tudung but my behaviour doesn't reflect a good Muslim. It's okay, it's the faith that matters. I don't need to be noisy just to show people I'm a Muslim.
I have a friend who instead of tweeting #nowplaying blahblah by Blah, hers was #nowplaying (some syarahan). That's fine, but ALL her tweets macam, noisy Muslim. I don't like that kind.
Menyampah. But sorry, I don't hate you or anything. Just not comfy.
I appreciate the art of making love. When two become one, what's not beautiful about that!?
I need to stop smoking. I always smoke when I go Jb. Excuse? Cheap. Cannot lah like this
Hais.
Everyone, meet Clara.
It's a vvv good digicamm Full HD video. This girl's fierce.
I can't wait to see the world with you <3

you're beautiful.

2011-06-13T22:45:00.002+08:00

My blog so many pictures! It's kinda irritating :( But nevermind, this is a no-picture post.

Recently I've been kinda down and emo, and it's all cause of...

my period. I am so blaming my period and hormones, really!

People call me fat & ugly until I'm so damn fucking affected, that I started to starve and cry.

Okay, starve and cry macam budak bodoh right? Ya lor, that's me :/ For few days I nv eat. I think eat some vege only (but still drink soft drinks haha) But then on Sat I got my period, then I was like, "NO WONDER PERANGAI AKU MACAM @##$%&*!"

Ish so hard to be a girl! But my girlfriends, Hari, & my mom made it clear - I'm neither, and I should love myself more!

So here it is. A bit no shame, but I'mma say this to make myself feel better :)

"The only reason why they call you fat is because they are jealous of the curves that you have. They can never get these curves because they are simply fat - their appearance and their personality-wise (i.e ugly). The only reason why they call you ugly is because they are jealous of your nicely-shaped eyebrows and your thick luscious lips. You also have a nice smile, and you are THAT confident to even leave the house without any make-up on AT ALL. They are all just jealous cs you have someone who loves you since Day 1, and maybe till forever."

Sumpah no shame :/ You don't have to agree -.- But I told Hari about this and this made him happy cs he was sad to see me all depressed and all. But seriously, don't call anybody Ugly or Fat okay, cs it's just mean.

If you think you fat, go and fking hell EXERCISE or diet, whatev. If you think you ugly, go take care of yourself more. As long as you're doing it right and you love yourself, nothing else matters :>

p/s Hi girls having their period. Suddenly everything's so annoying right? I KNOW!!!! Hang in there. Stay beautiful! :)

just friends.

2011-06-13T22:24:00.002+08:00

Hi! Today was awesome.

I love that boy. And it's even awesomer that we don't have to prove it by holding hands, kissing, sharing intimate moments etc. Just appreciating each other's presence, more than enough :)

2011-06-11T02:19:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so damn fucked up right now I can't even..
Nevermind,

I'm just a girl.

2011-06-10T00:27:00.001+08:00

I'm in a loveydovey mood now, so I think there's a need for me to blog. But oh man, look at the time, it's 12.23am!!! I have to wake up at 6am!

I had a lovely dinner w Danya and my lovely girl Amanda, at Gayatri Restraurant @ Race Course Road. Then a nice talk w Amanda at Starbucks. :) Must go out more with this girl. Everytime go out w her for a while only! But don't worry, we are gonna watch movie soon. Either that or DVD marathon like last time. But no food this time round, cs I might fall asleep! Hahhaa

I miss Hari. Hari used to be with me all the time last time. Even at night. He's the best friend I wish you all have too, so that all of you, yes ALL OF YOU, will always be smiling and life's more worth it like that :)
He's just too amazing, I can't deny. I'm not a fan of status no more - he's not my boyfriend. Just wanna make it clear hehe

But yes, I miss you lots :>

cs im bored.

2011-06-09T15:49:00.001+08:00

promise to take this without deleting any questions? okay

are you happier now than you were five months ago? kinda

have you ever slept in the same bed with anyone?yes.

how many people do you trust with everything? two.

what was the last thing you drank? plain water

is there anyone you want to come see you?
yes, Hari raya.

name one thing you love about winter?
:( me no winter here

name something you dislike about the day you’re having?
It's Thursday, not Friday yet! Why!

what’s the first thing you did when you opened your eyes today?urgh it's morning already?!

do you believe you can be friends with your ex?NOPE. I think I'll immed make out w them or something, oh I don't know. Haha I no ex :>

have you ever kissed the last person you sent a text message to?
yes.

is there anybody that you wish you could fix things with?not really?

could you go out in public, looking like you do now?
yes. Tho I think I'm having one of those 'Bad Tudung' days rn

do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
One and only, whom I actually treat him as a girlfriend tbh.

are you good at hiding your feelings?
Was very good. Now no.

are you listening to music right now?Yes! Rum pum pum x3

who was the last person you talked to on facebook chat?
Hari lor, since he no MSN and handphone

have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
Yes, a lot of times. Regret it right away. For I'm a sinner zzz

have you laughed today?
No! That's sad.

would you rather not eat or not sleep?
Not eat. oh mother I'm a sleeper alright. Okay not 'not eat', but eat little.

what do you normally drink in the morning?plain water.

does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?nopes. Don't be deceived by the tudung haha

do you believe that all boys are the same?nopes.

did you drink any alcohol this week?not yet lol

do you like to cuddle?Yeah

would you ever try being a vegetarian?nah. used to not eat chicken, mutton and beef. now I'm eating chicken again. Still no mutton and beef for me.

do you like your bed?
No. I want bigger one.

are you busy tomorrow?work 8-5 tomorrow. And then I'mma see that boy, most prolly go to JP. so no, not busy :)

if you (not your parents) won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
Renovate the house. Go Hajj. Buy a car.

who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?Vivocity coffeebean staffs

is it cute when guys/girl kiss you on your forehead?
Yes. I feel like a small girly

would you prefer a small, intimate wedding proposal, or a big-scale, over-the-top proposal?
intimate wedding proposal please. I ain't no attention seeker haha

what’s bothering you right now?
oh man, too many things.

what were you doing at 12 am last night?Sleeping! :) sweet heaven.

do you drink more apple or orange juice?orange.

you kissed someone today, didn’t you?no.

do you have any plans for the weekend?Work on sat, then finish up school stuff on that same day. Then it's Hari Hari Hari yes it's always him. haha

who is the first person you texted this morning?Him la.

is it more common for you to follow your heart or your mind?
mind.

when was the last time you gave your number to someone? Monday.

have you ever wanted to tell someone something, but didn’t? Hari, I had another cigg on Tuesday after work. I said no, but I did it anyways. (bye everyone, he's gonna be disappointed and maybe he'll kill me)

what’s something you really want right now? to finish work and quickly get my ass to Little India for dinner w the TP girls and then quickly get my ass home.

are you a mean person? If stupid people are stupid and they deserve it.

do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?no I love her. by conversation I meant text (syikin)

have you ever broken someone’s heart? nopes.

you're so beautiful.

2011-06-09T10:53:00.003+08:00

I wish I was beautiful.
And no, this is not a cry for help zzzz
I'm just saying. But really, Hari & my mom make me feel so beautiful already, that's enough.

But sometimes I do wish that I was beautiful. Like ^the above beautiful.

one more time

2011-06-08T17:28:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAH so self-obsessed I wanna make out with myself.
Now my pimples are mostly gone, left w scars. Should totally try Shiseido White Lucent eh?

I'm on MC on a Wednesday, how awesome! Means it's a day closer to Friday, a day without AVA, a day full of lying down-s and eating! How to lose weight like that? Oh can, I skipped lunch and only had breakfast! But fattening fattening (half of) Nasi Lemak zzz

Been working like crazy on Monday and Tuesday, 8am to 12am, and sleeping for only 3-4 hours. Could totally sense the "Overlimit!!!!" warning for my body, so decided to take MC and have my rest.

Can't wait for my long weekend. Friday to Monday. Ah life.

Ti amo ti amoooo. wanna love you, be with you!

2011-06-02T13:41:00.001+08:00

Which means that I only have ~2 more months and internship is over!
Then a full month to chiong my MP report, and ta-dah, I'm out the freaking TP
How not to be excited? Oh I know - It's only June, not even August yet - relax and chill.

I love June cause it's such a beautiful name for a month! It's like.... June!
Thanks to internship I'm not excited that it's supposedly a 'holiday' season.
It's gonna be the same for me! 8 - 5.30am at AVA, and part-time job at Coffeebean. Almost every Friday get to see Hari, and once in a while see my friends especially Syikin. Anything else?

Oh, my kitchen + toilets renovation to be completed by June. Finally.
And now's the best time to diet + save money + idk what else.
Cause no food at home, and I am trying to lose weight. But of course....

Story of my life =

(Click to enlarge)

and
Expectations:

Reality:

But am I like, a little too old for this shit "I'm fat!!"? We'll see. ;)

If only there's something productive for me to do during lunchtime. I'm so bored, and this entry is pretty long.
Okay lah, bye. Oh, and a reminder:

The best relationships usually begin unexpectedly.
Leggo!

Current favourite song!

2011-05-30T12:14:00.002+08:00

bold what applies to you.

I’m loud. (sometimes)
I’m sarcastic.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
I’m easy to get along with.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewelery at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses. (only if i really really cannot see haha)
I have braces. (would love to)
I change my hair color often.
I have a piercing.
I have small feet.

Relationships:

I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single
I’m crushin’.
I’m always scared of being hurt.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.
I believe in love at first sight.
I’m too awesome for everyone. (DUH!)

Friendships:

I have a best friend.
I have at least ten REAL friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.
I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.

Music:

I listen to R&B.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.

Television:

I spend at least six hours a day watching television. 
I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and liked America’s Next Top Model.

Family Life:

I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.
I have at least one sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.

Hair:

I’ve had streaks.
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been ginger.
I’ve been light brown.
I use conditioner.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.

leggo

2011-05-26T23:32:00.003+08:00

Can't wait for this week to end, really! I think I've overworked and I'm not used to it.

To be honest, I'm a weakling. Since young, I could do so many stuff with full enthusiasm, but I'd totally regret it like, days later, when my body started to be a bitch to me.

Guilty pleasure?

No more part-time job + attachment for me. Siao I don't have mouths to feed what!

Oh have I told you about my plan to lose weight? Yes, I want to lose weight. If Norleena Salim could do it, so can I! I'm just being noisy about it here -.- whether it's gonna happen or not, we shall see.

Macam tak kenal je haha

But I've lost 6kg so far!! :)

No I'm just kidding. I don't weigh myself. I'm cool like that.

I show you something funny okay

"When I go out looking like crap and I see someone I know:

I’m like

(Source: ayyitshb, via simplynorule)"

someone handsome ;) Sorry Hari, not you this time round.

Goodnight!!! :)

2011-05-24T00:18:00.000+08:00

I'll be working Wed and Friday closing, Sat & Sun morning at Coffeebean WCP.
Monday to Friday 8am to 5.30/5pm at AVA for internship, of course.
I'll pamper myself once I get money okay. I won't think of anybody but me me me and me.Everytime get pay I'll buy for others first. I'm so weird, eeeeee

2011-05-22T02:33:00.001+08:00

Avec toi avec toi avec toi!!

Anyway I'm tired. Worked from 8.30am to 11pm. I mabuk already. Thank God Hari h. Such a sweetheart. Okya bye.

2011-05-20T14:08:00.000+08:00

Hi, I want my desk to be like this. Mom will kill me tho', cause she said it's very messy.
Today after work I shall go to Causeway Point. I'll ask my mom for my ATM card first, so that I can spend ;) I just feel like it. Ikut nafsu, grrr. But tonight's the only time I'm free anyway. Might as well spend money for self-happiness haha
Plan to save $500 this month failed. I don't know whether can save $400 or not. It's only a week after I got my pay leh!

Hari's booking out tomorrow evening. I really can't wait for him to ORD. NS sucks la. No lah, NS very good! He's so handsome, macho, fit, muscular and sexy now. (hahahah omg I just kidding!!) And best thing is, I don't get to see him :) So I can be a better Muslimah without him around This one another kind of nafsu already :/ So good lah he in NS, so I can give full attention to God. Chey cannot like this. Hari is learning to be a Muslim, must guide him.

Tu lah, get Indian/Hindu boy somemore.

Cause I know you're worth it. Worth my everything.

the littlest things

2011-05-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

Hi all :) I'm still alive & kicking! Can't wait for my attachment to end though, so I don't have to wake up so early every morning

Life has been good. Not so good since I've lost my work's pass card & my supervisor didn't reply my text :/ But other than that, life's amazing. With Hari Fri to Tue, has been too awesome :) But I haven't seen my friends for quite a while now! Why like that!

Renovating kitchen & toilet! 2 more weeks, then it's living room's turn. Wah can't wait. Just don't know where I can keep my cats. Aiya if Hari had his own room, no NS, and I was allowed to stay over his house, can put my cats there haha

Girl named Toby - Holding a Heart

2011-05-18T00:46:00.000+08:00

breathe in, hold it hold it
go on, begin
to let go, cause there's no
reason

i'm turning myself
into somebody else
calm down calm down calm down

I'm holding a heart here in my hand
hey, hey, hey
my own work of art here where i stand
hey, hey, hey

give in, its so hard to start
live in my skin
the bruises are useless
against it

i'll try all I can
To find a soft place to land
Come down come down come down

2011-05-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

follow me on tumblr ;)

things that I like or inspire me or just too pretty :
misskoshka.tumblr.com

TV appreciation blog eg TVD, 90210:
just-teevee.tumblr.com

something a lil' informative? to care & share about Islam:
fi-amanillah.tumblr.com

2011-05-03T21:47:00.003+08:00

Currently I'm v v v happy in life :) With life :)

2011-04-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

HI! I have a strong feeling that I'm the only one reading my blog. Yes, reading my own damn blog
But whatever, HELLOOOOOOO!!! *waves*

So many updates, don't know where to start. Alphabetical order then.

APITOS
Haha confirm gonna update about this lah! I'm out of Apitos ):( That's my happy or sad face. Y'know what, you decide. So yeah, we had a talk and instead of watching Ifah being tortured, I "dropped the bomb" and said
I'm. Quiting. The. Band. Too.
Shocking kaaaaaan? Oh, well.. Now my Wednesdays are free. Furthermore the practice is at Sengkang now, so say whut! So far! Just wish them all the best, and honestly, I'm happier seeing them happy :) And hopefully no more band talks ;)

AVA/ATTACHMENT
Yes, literally crushing them poor insects. Hello, Perahu Road is now my second home. My attachment is like, Mon - Thu (8am to 5.30pm) and Fri (8am to 5pm) which is good! So my project is about T. palmi blahblahblahblahblah and I have the best supervisor ever! So patient and always giving me food. Just today she gave 2 keropok and 2 cakezzzz. It's kind of boring tho, because it's so lab-ish, but I like it. Just have to be patient till the 20 weeks are over ;)

(don't you just hate the way I'm typing?? Don't care about English no more, DONT CARE)

CLASS 2A
I don't feel like continuing my class 2A. Seriously. I just got a bad bad feeling about it. It's either I can't accept failures, or I've lost it. How? I want Class 3 instead, and hello pick-up truck? ;)

COFFEEBEAN
Hi if you miss me or wanna see the awesome me, come to West Coast Plaza every Friday night ;) Or if you're lucky Saturday morning/afternoon ;)
HAHAHHAA

Okay done. I'm lazy to type so much!

2011-04-17T03:57:00.001+08:00

I'm alive (: Can't wait to update

2011-03-29T23:41:00.003+08:00

Apitos and Bloco

2011-03-27T00:20:00.000+08:00

It was Bloco busking for Japan, Idk what it's called and I definitely had no idea Apitos agreed to perform haha
Pray and Hope, For Japan? Is it? Okay nevermind

Just something I observed while we were playing, and kinda not pleased,
but I'm ABSOLUTELY fine with it! I mean, we're newbies in this industry, and of course we know we can't please everyone.
But thanks to those who actually supported us, at least clapped for us.
It's Apitos FIRST "busking" which we're totally not ready for, and we're a small band, so I think we were okay for first timers. Not exactly amazing, but good enough.
I just wanna have fun when it comes to Samba, y'know, so yes, I did.
Especially with Bloco, damn I miss playing with the whole lot :) And haha awesome to see familiar faces!

But seriously, cut us some slack okay. We gotta improve and do better next time.
Main thing is, HAVE FUN AND SMILE. GELEK, LAUGH, WHIP HAIR BACK AND FORTH.
That's what music is all about!

2011-03-26T02:19:00.000+08:00

Hi I'm blogging again :)
Just to tell you that I had an awesome evening,
which is not surprising cause it's ALWAYS amazing when I'm with Hari
So tyvm.

Work morning shift tomorrow and
blahblahblah

COME DOWN TO TAKA TOMORROW AFTERNOON!
BUSKING FOR JAPAN
JUST COME DOWN OKAY LOVE YOU GUYZ

TOMORROW AS IN LATER. 26TH MARCHY

About SIP/MP

2011-03-25T02:06:00.000+08:00

So Yee Mon told me the details for my SIP/MP
8.30am to 6pm Monday to Friday
At AVA, got no idea where is that :/ If it's the one near vivo, then good!
Starting 1st April, and he told me to get 'A'
Such joke, but I'll still try to do my best.
The pay's like NS pay, not bad at all :)
So I guess you won't see me at Coffee Bean that often no more (only Sats & Suns!!)
):

I shall have my good night sleep now.
All by myself :/

(I miss watching French movies!!!!)

Quick update

2011-03-22T03:13:00.000+08:00

I've been busy with work, Apitos, out with friends. (photos posted next time). Just two things to talk about. School and Hari. Okay no, make it one - School. My twitter has too much info abt Hari, so let's keep it that way. Okay, back to school. I'll be having my SIP/MP this semester, all alone. Which is weird, tbh, but Ifah said it's better doing it alone, so she better be right! I will need lotsa help of course, so let's see who's gonna be nice enough to volunteer their helping hand or at least answer me when I ask them later on ;) Meeting Yee Mon on Wednesday, oooh wish me luck! I hope Audrey's doing it as well, so I won't have to do it alone! Oh, and I have to work less for Coffeebean ): Gotta focus and do well so that my GPA goes up up up :/

Yay last semester for me. Finally.
What to do after graduation? I have no friggin' idea. Idek whether I can go uni.
Le sigh sigh sigh

it was worth it

2011-03-22T02:57:00.001+08:00

Sigh he's leaving again
Nevermind, think about it
It's for our own good.
I have to be patient, and let God plan everything.

So so so so so so so sad to
Say goodbye.

Beautiful

2011-03-15T03:20:00.000+08:00

Life's life :) Maybe just a typography/gif for today.

Love your life people :) Isn't everything just so darn beautiful!?

Tsunami

2011-03-11T23:58:00.001+08:00

Live coverage: http://www.kitv.com/video/27157579/detail.html

)':
It's too sudden. Life is short, don't take it for granted.

School - tumblr way

2011-03-10T22:04:00.000+08:00

When people walk really fucking slow, and I’m stuck behind them & I’m like

When annoying people speak up in class & I just want to say,

& I also want to do this to them:

When teachers call on me and I don’t know the answer, so I say “I don’t know.” BUT THEN THEY

PROCEED TO ASK ME AGAIN AND I WANT TO SAY,

When teachers lecture about the most boring thing ever and I just want to go

When I’m extremely tired and I keep doing this in class:

When my teachers assign way too much homework and I’m all,

When I can’t find my friends and I look like I’m

When I’m dreading going to a certain period and I just wanna

When I see someone I dislike & I’m all,

Thank God I'm out of TP already :D Technically ;)