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go figure
Monday, June 21, 2010 || 11:12 PM
I got too excited just now. I missed those old times, that's all. I stopped, and realised that I was trying to be a fool and began lying to myself. It's 2010 already, it's never too late to re-start.
So near yet so far, but it's no longer going to be the same anymore. We wanted it so much, but now that it's time, we just have to keep our heads up and smile, cause that's what we're supposed to do. Smile. Moment of love. 2011, please be good.
Something's pushing me forward, and it's a good push. But why do I feel so, shocked? Why am I hesitating, and why am I not welcoming things with an open mind? Think positive, so I forced myself. I'm reaching the finishing line... but why do I just feel like stopping and just take a slow walk there? Mmmm =/
I fell too deep, and now I'm just not patient enough. Wait, he says. A good future ahead. It's our 25th soon, and we have never fought like #$%%z^ before, and boy am I so glad. This is what I need.
Reminder to self: It's all worth it in the end. Don't give up. Never say never. ;D
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