“Life as it is”
Your mind. Controlled. You're gone.
Saturday, August 7, 2010 || 1:59 AM
I can't wait for the weekends. It's going to be just me and my ex-lover, celebrating his advance 21st birthday. What a year for him.
- Going NS during fasting month, during his birth month
- His birthday will be on the 2nd day of fasting month
- The first time I'm going to wish him 'Happy Birthday' without any special touch, e.g. kiss
I hope the picnic later will be a success. I hope Sunday is going to be awesome as well. Just hoping that he doesn't have any high expectation, haha but I think it's going to be amazing! Insya'allah all is well.
Good or bad, I know He is just testing me. He is looking at me, He's always around. And I also know that without a doubt, He will always hear my prayers.
I know it's the period that's causing the crazy hormonal, but I should stay strong. I should not be sensitive, I should not take things to heart.
I should think that I'm awesome.
Right?
Labels: God, love, story of my life