“Life as it is”

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• I’m loud. (sometimes)
• I’m sarcastic.
• I cry easily. 
• I have a bad temper.
• I’m easy to get along with.
• I have more enemies than friends.
• I’ve smoked.
• I drink coffee.
• I clean my room daily.

• I wear makeup. 
• I wear a piece of jewelery at all times.
• I wear contacts. 
• I wear glasses. (only if i really really cannot see haha)
• I have braces. (would love to)
• I change my hair color often.
• I have a piercing.
• I have small feet.

• I’m in a relationship now. 
• I’m single
• I’m crushin’.
• I’m always scared of being hurt.
• I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
• I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. 
• I’ve been in love more than two times. 
• I believe in love at first sight. 
• I’m too awesome for everyone. (DUH!)

• I have a best friend. 
• I have at least ten REAL friends. 
• I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
• I’ve beaten up a friend.
• I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
• I can trust at least five people with my life. 
  

• I’ve been on a plane.
• I’ve taken a taxi.
• I’ve taken a bus.
• I’ve taken a school bus.
• I’ve made a speech.
• I’ve been in some sort of club.
• I’ve won an award.
• I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.

• I listen to R&B.
• I listen to pop.
• I listen to techno.
• I listen to rock. 
• I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
• I download music.
• I buy CD’s.

• I spend at least six hours a day watching television.  
• I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
• I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
• I’ve seen and liked America’s Next Top Model.

• I get along with both of my parents.
• My biological parents are still together. 
• I have at least one brother.
• I have at least one sister.
• I’ve been kicked out of the house.
• I’ve ran away from my home.
• I’ve sworn at my parents. 
• I’ve made my parents cry.
• I’ve lied to my parents.
• I’ve lied to my parents about where I am. 
• I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing. 
• I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.

• I’ve had streaks.
• I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
• I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
• I’ve been blonde.
• I’ve had black.
• I’ve been ginger. 
• I’ve been light brown.
• I use conditioner.
• I’ve curled my hair.
• I’ve straightened my hair.

I’m like 

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I'll be working Wed and Friday closing, Sat & Sun morning at Coffeebean WCP.
Monday to Friday 8am to 5.30/5pm at AVA for internship, of course.
I'll pamper myself once I get money okay. I won't think of anybody but me me me and me.Everytime get pay I'll buy for others first. I'm so weird, eeeeee





Hi, I want my desk to be like this. Mom will kill me tho', cause she said it's very messy.
Today after work I shall go to Causeway Point. I'll ask my mom for my ATM card first, so that I can spend ;) I just feel like it. Ikut nafsu, grrr. But tonight's the only time I'm free anyway. Might as well spend money for self-happiness haha
Plan to save $500 this month failed. I don't know whether can save $400 or not. It's only a week after I got my pay leh! 

Hari's booking out tomorrow evening. I really can't wait for him to ORD. NS sucks la. No lah, NS very good! He's so handsome, macho, fit, muscular and sexy now.  (hahahah omg I just kidding!!) And best thing is, I don't get to see him :) So I can be a better Muslimah without him around  This one another kind of nafsu already :/ So good lah he in NS, so I can give full attention to God. Chey cannot like this. Hari is learning to be a Muslim, must guide him.

Tu lah, get Indian/Hindu boy somemore.

Cause I know you're worth it. Worth my everything. 

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Hi all :) I'm still alive & kicking! Can't wait for my attachment to end though, so I don't have to wake up so early every morning

Life has been good. Not so good since I've lost my work's pass card & my supervisor didn't reply my text :/ But other than that, life's amazing. With Hari Fri to Tue, has been too awesome :) But I haven't seen my friends for quite a while now! Why like that!

Renovating kitchen & toilet! 2 more weeks, then it's living room's turn. Wah can't wait. Just don't know where I can keep my cats. Aiya if Hari had his own room, no NS, and I was allowed to stay over his house, can put my cats there haha

breathe in, hold it hold it 
go on, begin 
to let go, cause there's no 
reason 

i'm turning myself 
into somebody else 
calm down calm down calm down 

I'm holding a heart here in my hand 
hey, hey, hey 
my own work of art here where i stand 
hey, hey, hey 

give in, its so hard to start 
live in my skin 
the bruises are useless 
against it 

i'll try all I can 
To find a soft place to land 
Come down come down come down

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