Miss Koshka
Aisyah, 21, thinks that life is too short.
I don't believe in love, cause it makes people blind and crazy. I believe in Allah, & all the great things He has done. Want to know who's the perfect role model for a hijabi? Not me.
p/s click "life as it is" for archives.
p/p/s I'm a cat at night.

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^ Old pictures. I lazy find so many. I used to cut my hair all the time. From long blondish 'minah'/'ah lian' to Idk what already. The shortest is the one with my cat (bottom right). I had a lot of pimples thanks to NDP, and I became so tanned. Not dark or sunburnt, but TANNED to the max. It's like, bronze. Then became darker, haiyo. I think I gained a lot of weight, maybe cs I was too happy with Hari :) Mmm what else...

Okay nevermind. This is me now :) So pretty hahahahahahahaahahahahha

too much la the laughter. Still not pretty lah, still fat and ugly lah.

But I'm so much happier this way. Not much pimples already, I mean, not as much as before. Last time one v depressing I tell you. Now more, erm, tolerable. 

Tolerable makes me think of Toblerone. Yummy.

 ^ Not much pimples right? I think I'm going to make my 20's wonderful. I've started to eat healthy (kind of, sort of) and have started exercising more. So I'm going to make my 20's fabulous :)

*Fingers crossed and pussy hair braided!*

I sheesha-ed a lot last time, now not as much. Used to sheesha 3-4 times every week, but now it's like, once in 2 months? So bloody proud of myself. Actually I quit sheesha for a while, but then I started again Idk how. But aimami I've _ more than last time )': I swear I won't _ when I'm done with attachment. It's just v tiring to work 2 jobs - 1 FT and 1 PT. Very tiring. If only I were married and get massages every time I say, "I'm tired". How nice :)

I'm more certain in life :) Not gonna say much here. Secret 

I've gotten my Class 2B. Had 1 minor accident and 1 major accident (major enough for me). Took 2A also, if y'all wanna know, but failed TP once cause I was lazy. And had a few more practices and decided, nah, not going to continue cause I'm a lady and I've begun to prioritise the important things in life. Having bigger bike is not part of it. Fabulous 20, remember? I'm still keeping my bike Baby Aarav.

I can't wait to take car!

I've kind of started healthy loving. Kind of? Because it's an on-off thing. I just need more help :)

Diet: No more white bread for me. Am gonna eat more brown rice. Avoiding French Fries :)

I've started drinking coffee ice-blended drinks, and tea lattes! Still no to black coffee and cafe latte.

I can pop 'em pills already! Last time only syrup, but turning 20 makes me feel so adult! Hence the coffee & pills.

I want to be skinnier 

Hari  Last time I and Hari liked to roll around. Now we relax, call each other best friend but we still love each other. But we cannot be in a relationship lah, this way is easier. I feel better being alone, but y'know, deep down, I can't wait to get married :B

Relationship with friends also better :)

I joined Apitos, and now I'm out. Within this 2 years. Best decision I've ever made. No questions asked. :)

Relationship with Allah and Islam? I won't be noisy and say, "I have a relationship with Allah" or "He's in my mind all the time". Let me just say, I fear him more and more (: I'm embracing the religion, while maintaining my personality. I'm still me, but I'm definitely more aware.

I think that's all. Goodnight, muah muah!