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Monday, June 13, 2011 || 10:45 PM
My blog so many pictures! It's kinda irritating :( But nevermind, this is a no-picture post.
Recently I've been kinda down and emo, and it's all cause of...
my period. I am so blaming my period and hormones, really!
People call me fat & ugly until I'm so damn fucking affected, that I started to starve and cry.
Okay, starve and cry macam budak bodoh right? Ya lor, that's me :/ For few days I nv eat. I think eat some vege only (but still drink soft drinks haha) But then on Sat I got my period, then I was like, "NO WONDER PERANGAI AKU MACAM @##$%&*!"
Ish so hard to be a girl! But my girlfriends, Hari, & my mom made it clear - I'm neither, and I should love myself more!
So here it is. A bit no shame, but I'mma say this to make myself feel better :)
"The only reason why they call you fat is because they are jealous of the curves that you have. They can never get these curves because they are simply fat - their appearance and their personality-wise (i.e ugly). The only reason why they call you ugly is because they are jealous of your nicely-shaped eyebrows and your thick luscious lips. You also have a nice smile, and you are THAT confident to even leave the house without any make-up on AT ALL. They are all just jealous cs you have someone who loves you since Day 1, and maybe till forever."
Sumpah no shame :/ You don't have to agree -.- But I told Hari about this and this made him happy cs he was sad to see me all depressed and all. But seriously, don't call anybody Ugly or Fat okay, cs it's just mean.
If you think you fat, go and fking hell EXERCISE or diet, whatev. If you think you ugly, go take care of yourself more. As long as you're doing it right and you love yourself, nothing else matters :>
p/s Hi girls having their period. Suddenly everything's so annoying right? I KNOW!!!! Hang in there. Stay beautiful! :)
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