I cute or not? Haha no la diam la don't answer.

So I guess I shouldn't blog when I'm in a foul mood. My choice of words gets too harsh, I might hurt some people who thought I was talking about them, and it's not even a competition y'know, like, who gets the last say or whether I've managed to make someone shut up.

Best example would be my text to Sya, the leader of my used-to-be band. I sent a text message to her, a super duper long one, criticizing her leadership skills etc, after I got to know about some things. It was nice, of course, to say those things to a person who clearly deserves it. But then to think again, I would never imagine how I would feel if that same text was sent to me by someone else instead. We ended that text-convo there, and what annoyed me most was the fact that people who've been telling me stuffs, decided to show a different side of them and acted as if they've never told me anything. I mean, I wouldn't know how everything has been if not for them, right? But, yeah, I shouldn't have texted her that crap, I shouldn't have created such chaos. Ah it's okay, life's life, people's people, and Aisyah's Aisyah (me, me, me)

I'm forever an ass la.

Also, I took up a class on Anger Management, and How to Avoid Being Rude lesson. Seriously. It was free and it was via a phone call, and my instructor was Mr Hari. 

Hmmmm life,

I'm clueless on what to do in the future. And by future I'm not talking about "When I grow up..." or "After I've graduated from TP....", cause hell to the no, I'm already out of TP and I need to decide fast! For now, I'm enjoying my time in Coffeebean :>

OMG kk too wordy already bye

last one.