"Come with me, my love, to the sea of love"

Miss Koshka
Aisyah, 21, thinks that life is too short.
I don't believe in love, cause it makes people blind and crazy. I believe in Allah, & all the great things He has done. Want to know who's the perfect role model for a hijabi? Not me.
p/s click "life as it is" for archives.
p/p/s I'm a cat at night.

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Monday, November 30, 2009 || 10:39 PM

Because only you can make me ever so happy...
Miss Koshka loves you, HRB!

What a Day!
|| 10:28 PM

Harindra said that the blogging world is so small. For Singapore, that is. And I agree.
Click 'Read more' to read unimportant trivial Today post :)
Diarrhoea Day and No School Day.

Read more »

Saturday, November 28, 2009 || 6:35 PM

everything's not right.
can i like, give up, seriously?

A heavy, heavy rain.
|| 4:48 PM

Yes, it's raining, again. A heavy rain, too, again.
Herzi's at Far East Plaza with his family now, and boy do I want to be there as well.
I went there a few days back, and I saw sooo many shoes there! Tsk, I've underestimated Far East Plaza.
I texted him, saying that there's lots of shoe shops there, but he didn't reply. Oh, well.
Have fun, boyfriend! :D :D
I have got no idea what to do, but I think I'm supposed to be studying.
Oh yes, I should. Assignment 1 for CD2 is due this Monday.
Why is it raining?! I feel like studying at National Library.
Why is it raining?!

y'know, I just woke up from my 2-3 hours nap...

For you, stranger...
Friday, November 27, 2009 || 9:24 PM

People fall in and out of love, every now and then.
Seeing how much someone gets so hurt, falling out of love
Seeing how much someone misses the other someone
This feeling that only people, or love-believer, knows
It hurts to see you like that, even though the only conversation we had was,
Me: Hey, err, are you ____?
Her: Yes. You are?
Me: Oh, I read your blog (: I'm ___'s friend.
Her: Oh really? Hi! I'm meeting her now actually.
Me: Oh, okay, say Hi to her for me. Thanks. Bye
Her: Alright, bye
A not-so-silent reader of her blog, she's a friend's friend.
Sigh, people fall in and out of love, every now and then.
I'm still learning, with Harindra.
In life, I've always told myself that every day is not a privilege, but an opportunity.
Don't be too complacent, your own thoughts and emotions will suffocate you one day.

People fall in and out of love, every now and then.
I think it all depends on luck, and fate. Destiny.
Honestly, I think it's bullshit that some people question.
If that person really loves you like how you love him/her, and if it's really true love and you guys are meant to be, you two are meant to be. Numerous break-ups and you guys still keep going back to each other, then it's real. True love.
I mean, why the hell do people want to do test and etc just to test the love, test the strength of their love.
It's real then it's real, don't have to question it right?
(The above has got nothing to do with ____'s story. I just thought of it, out of a sudden. Pardon me)
Eh what the hell, I just got off track -_- I'm just annoyed at THOSE kind of people.
Anyway back to the main topic...

People fall in and out of love, every now and then.
Everything's going to be fine.
And I hope he'll get back to you, because from what I see, you are the sweetest, and you don't deserve all this...


Thursday, November 26, 2009 || 2:19 PM

Mixed tie-dye jeans with plain black shirt, with blue outerwear with white stripes.

They say I'll be okay, but baby...
|| 1:23 PM


awesome awesome awesome awesome awesome awesome singer.

never heard of him before. Have you? This song is so nice, ahhhh refreshing.
Not that I ever want to dedicate this song to anyone *coughsHaricoughs*, but...

This is the real deal.

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Watch meh.
|| 12:58 PM

Maybe it's meant to be, maybe it's not.
I know you haven't voiced it out (to me, that is)
But I know you chuckled
I know you laughed
You know what?
I'm going to prove you wrong.
I'll make you have the "What!!?" face.

Watch me :)

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 || 3:40 PM

Feeling very very very very very very very very sleepy.
I still need to do my assignment and study for a quiz tomorrow.
Not now :B

|| 12:45 AM

Just like the other Vet Tech students.
Just like the other polytechnic students.
Assignments, quizzes, reports, term test.

Monday, November 23, 2009 || 9:24 PM

You know I know You know I know You know I know You know I know You know I know You know I know

|| 2:11 AM


After all, you are the one who have taught me so much.
To be the girl I am today.
After all, you are the one who have made me feel this way.
A feeling no words can describe.
After all, you are the one who first showed me love,
and have never stopped ever since.

A successful first relationship. The Almighty, and our effort.


|| 1:14 AM

Spammers are people too, friends. Why shouldn't we bother so much?
They don't have balls, and hahaa, they suck balls.

I don't drink Ice Lemon Tea.
|| 12:35 AM

1) "Until you died then it will be completed" It's "die", not died.

2) Your sentence makes so much sense, like, honestly. My life is definitely not completed, because I haven't accomplished much in life yet anyway(time will tell!), and ok this is amazing, but I'M STILL BREATHING! The thing is, being a Muslim, I believe in "Hidup di dunia dan di Akhirat"

3) I'm not angry! Haha not worth it lah, but I know you are hurt by my sarcasm. :)

4) Just LOOK at YOUR face. Not "looked" and without the "your", I actually thought that you were talking about yourself!

5) And again Zaini, it's "look" and not "looked"

6) And Zaini, I think you were trying to say this, "Ya lah haiqal is right. Just look at your face! Macam puki bacin, hendak main pun geli".

7) I didn't know what "baruwah" means lah! Until Harindra told me it's something like a dog, a bastard. Eh, your vocabulary is quite good eh stranger. Except for your grammar lah.

Moral of the story is,
Improve your English and perhaps, Malay, okay? It will make things a lot easier. I had a hard time translating them to Harindra, because it took me some time to understand you guys too!

Dear readers, are you guys having the "whuuuutttt" face too?


Sunday, November 22, 2009 || 12:43 AM

Awesome evening today! :D No, my "awesome" does not mean hanging out with a bunch of guys, being a jackass, and definitely not drinking and clubbing. How I wish (ya right), haha! But, nah, an awesome evening of mine was spent with my cool bunch of friends (and newly made friends) and my dear dear pretty girl.

Met Faseha to pass her bells, and then to Clarke Quay to meet the rest. Cancelled the plan to go to the flea market at HomeClub because they found it not-so worth it, so we met at Central's LJS. We were lost souls, not having a clue on where to hang out and stuff. Oh, and the plan to follow my parents to Johor by bike with Harindra was also cancelled because we were bike-less for the day, and it was too short a notice.

Watched some belly-dancing at the bridge, and oh, boy, I wanna join a belly-dancing class!

Ok my laptop battery's gonna die, so fast fast update from me!
Farah went off to club, Ameera and Haiqal went home, and the rest of us went to sheeeeeshhhaaaaa at Pyramid Restaurant. The three girls went home.
Went to Kampong Glam Cafe and apparently I'm somewhat a regular there because the moment the thin guy saw me, he said, "Roti Kirai?" Hehe Ok, so next time, I shall eat Roti Kirai there, again, with my notes and notebook to study. Amacaaaaam first time see people studying at Kg Glam Cafe alone, right right right!

So yes, had a quick lunch, and took a cab home. Funny thing happened in the cab (6789 mwahahahah) and now I'm here.
Ok battery nak mati, so goodbye.

Saturday, November 21, 2009 || 10:37 AM

a lot like love

Friday, November 20, 2009 || 3:19 AM

I haven't done my LSM Report, because I'm busy watching some videos at YouTube. Haha! Friday Blues!
(Side note, thank You for this confidence, for the faith. I was calm during the test, though shivering because it's so freezing cold, but thank You, for making me a strong girl I am today)

P/S I'm weird like that. Strong today, weak tomorrow. I know you love me, xoxo.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009 || 7:59 PM

I can't swim, so don't drown me.
I think it's apparent, I'm not ready for the big sea.
I know that practice makes perfect, and a day-to-day basis will make me a swimmer.
A better swimmer each day.
But I think everything's too rushing, I feel suffocated.
I need oxygen. Breathe.

Oh, fireflies.
Leaving teardrops everywhere.

P/S Don't assume.

Sunday, November 15, 2009 || 2:13 AM

never tired
never too busy
never too tired
never out of my mind
never just a person
never just a boyfriend
never got sick and tired
can never imagine life without you,

never want to stop _______ you.


hehe, I'm just kidding love.

love love you and I miss miss you (: Yes, we shall meet up soon (: Good luck for A's.

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|| 1:27 AM

hey, if you can't see any tagboard, go to this website

:) Either that, or I just change my skin altogether 0.-
Sleepy, so goodnight.

I gotta feelinggggg
Friday, November 13, 2009 || 9:37 PM

Today, I...

Was sick in the morning, but seeing Amanda and Oreo Crush(makes it my THIRD oreo crush this week!) made me well again.
Walked around Engineering Block with Amanda, to sell our eco-friendly stationeries, O'BON.
(We) decided to set our own booth in front of the Ice Pop booth, right outside ITAS building.
felt so illegal.
said that JW is into me, and not Amanda. And we had a crazy har-dee-har time talking about this impossible thing. Oh, and about the people at the 'dunking' section, just in front of us!
told myself to tell Lloyd that Amanda likes him. I KNOW YOU WANT ME TO TELL HIM RIGHT, AMANDA!!! Hahahahahahha
walked around Engineering Block to sell the stationeries again, this time with Harindra. Amanda and Phylisia stayed at the booth.
sang Ayudame, again and again and again. Amanda is crazy.
(we) packed up, and went to Animal Facility to count our money, blahblahblah.
went to Beach Road with Harindra, and we joined his friends for hardcore Tulang Merah (one of the rare times to see me eating beef! And guess what? Hardcore, cause 4 TULANG EACH!!!!)
experienced the best _ with Harindra! <3
am at home now.
can't walk....
definitely can't wait for tonight!

|| 9:22 PM

Youngest Son: 'Tell me Daddy, what is the difference between 'Potential' and 'reality'?'
Dad: 'Ok, I will show you.'

Dad turns to his wife and asks her: 'Would you sleep with Robert Redford for 1 million dollars'?
Wife: 'Yes of course! I would never waste such an opportunity'!
Then Dad asks his daughter that if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for 1 Million dollars?
Daughter: 'Wow! Yes! He is my fantasy!'

So Dad turns to his elder son and asks him: 'Would you sleep with, Tom Cruise for 1 million dollars'?
Elder Son: 'Yeah! Why not? Imagine what I could do with 1 million Dollars! I would never hesitate!'

So the father turns back to his younger son saying: 'You see son, 'Potentially' we are sitting on 3 million dollars,

but in 'Reality' we are living with 2 prostitutes and 1 gay...

Thank you, Aaron, for sharing this (:

very original, but I feel so cheated!
|| 9:17 PM


Very Shocking....... .
This is a real story of a young college girl who passed away last month in Shah Alam.

Her name was Priya. She was hit by a truck.

She was working in a call center. She had a boy friend named Shankar.

Both of them were true lovers. They always talked on the phone.

You would never find her without handphone. In fact she also changed her cell connection from Maxis to Digi , so that both of them can be on the same network, and save on the cost. She used to spend half of the day talking with shankar. Priya's family knew about their relationship. . Shankar was very close to Priya's family as well. (Just imagine their love) .
Before she passed away she always told her friends 'If I pass away please burn me with my handphone' she also said the same thing to her parents.
After her death, people cld'nt carry her body, A lot of them tried to do so,but still can't. Everybody had tried to carry the body, the results were the same.
Eventually, they called a person known to one of their neighbours, who can speak with the soul of dead person and who was a friend of her father.
He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly..
After a few minutes, he said 'this girl misses something here.' Then her friends told that person about her intentions to burn her with her phone.

He then opened the grave box and place her phone and sim card inside the casket. After that they tried to carry the body. It was then moved easily and they then carried her into the van.
All of us were shocked. Priya's parents did not inform Shankar that Priya had passed away..

After 2 weeks Shankar called Priya's mom.....

Shankar :.....'Aunty, I'm coming home today.. Cook something nice for me.

Don't tell Priya that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her.'

Her mother replied..... 'You come home first, I wanna tell you something very important.'
After he came, they told him the truth about Priya.
Shankar thinks that they were playing a fool. He was laughing and said 'don't try to fool me - tell Priya to come out, i have a gift for her. Please stop this nonsense'.
Then they show him the original death certificate to him.
They gave him proof to make him believe. (Shankar started to sweat) He said... 'Its not true.. We spoke yesterday.. She still calls me.

Shankar was shaking.
Suddenly, Shankar's phone rang.. 'see this is from Priya, see this....' he showed the phone to priya's family. all of them told him to answer. he talked using the loudspeaker mode..
All of them heard his conversation.
Loud and clear, no cross lines, no humming.
It is the actual voice of Priya & there is no way others could use her sim card since it is nailed inside the grave box

They were so shocked and asked for the same person's
(who can speak with the soul of dead person) help again. He brought his master to solve this matter.

He & his master worked for 5 hours.

Then they discovered one thing which really shocked them....

Digi has the best coverage
'Where ever you go, our network follows!!!'

Don't shout at me . . . I am also looking for the idiot who sent me this mail....
So, what you can now do is....you should also forward this mail to all your nearest and dearest...and enjoy...like i enjoyed

HA HA HA HA HA.......

thanks P U T E R I (I have no idea who this person is!) for the email :)

Thursday, November 12, 2009 || 2:11 PM

Bowling and picnic.
Hmm, let's see...
Which day should I not study (at all!) and spend the whooollleee day with you?

|| 2:58 AM

Ok, I dislike the previous post, because, I feel uncomfortable posting about 'us'.
Here's another one. And for real man, I will go to sleep soon!

Thoughtsssssssssssssssssssssssssssss... :)

|| 2:56 AM

Just reminds me of us.
How we are never the "oh baby I love you" but "Eh Ram! I love you, tau" and then you'll go "Taufik ah?" and we will just laugh like nobody's business over the tiniest smallest jokes.
Probably the bestest friend I have ever had.

We still have the friendship element, because we think that all these loveydovey stuffs are like _________________________________________________________________________________________________.. How about your relationship with your partner? :)

Main Hoon Na
|| 1:03 AM

Should I get this,

or this?

I'm new to shoes and all, so can I know whether $35 for each pair is worth it. If you would like to recommend any online shops or anywhereeeeee with similar pair and perhaps, at a lower price, please tell me :) I've yet to choose which one is better for me. Help me decide ya :) (Seriously, if money is not the issue, I would buy both! Even for my girlfriends. But then again, since when is money never the issue? Pffftjyeah)

Ps Saw this guy at Tampines MRT Station, wearing shirt, shorts and gladiators flats that is up to the knees.Fashionable, or what!

To Harindra,
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 || 2:49 AM

I'm blaming the period for all this "boyfriend boyfriend" stuff.

Singing in the Rain
|| 2:40 AM

this and that and everything's nice
Don't ask, and just click. Oh, you may create new folder to save them pictures.
Beautiful, beautiful pictures (:

Oh, and click "Read more" for a boring post. I'm not kidding...
So goodnight, sleep tight and don't let the bedbugs bite. There's a new anti-bedbug mattress in the market. Go get them now.

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009 || 7:14 PM

Oh, well...

song - influenced
Monday, November 9, 2009 || 7:13 PM

Seeing them run around at the beach barefooted and sunkissed.
It made me jealous, and then I asked myself,
"What's there to be jealous about, silly girl?"

I remembered one of the photo, and smiled.
Life hasn't been the same ever since.
Life has been so good to me.

A familiar scene, with new whispers in my right ear
|| 12:42 AM

Once upon a time,

I've never regret. I've never question. I thank, and I smile.
We've had our beautiful moments, and the past belongs to the past.
I'm looking forward, I'm excited.
A new life will begin for us, a not so familiar cry heard, her name starts with a 'H'
I won't go any deeper, but for now, the very least I can say is...
He completes me

everyone has their lovely moments. what's yours?

At the end of the day,
Sunday, November 8, 2009 || 12:40 AM

Harindra Ram Bhattacharjee. 20. Diploma in Electronics(Aerospace). 12th August, a Leo with angel disguise. He's my first boyfriend.
PhotobucketPhotobucket Today is 7th November 2009, and this is what wore today! A light meal at Swensen's, tried out the new fried fish fillet with Apricot Mayo. Not excellent, but definitely not bad either. Wanted to watch the movies but it's all midnight movies, so nah, maybe some other time. Ram B "dressed up" today, and I'm impressed. Even though it's a vvv short day for us, I'm still glad that we still have each other, still as happy as Day 0. In fact, so so much more happier. {Notice the hair? Yes, a new look, again)

outerwear: G200|top: Mango|belt: Dad's|jeans: ?|heels: Plaza Singapura|
bag: boyfriend's gift

Saturday, November 7, 2009 || 7:26 PM

loves this and that

so many things worth lovin'

Sucha geek
|| 7:04 AM

Recognise who is that? SHELDON! From The Big Bang Theory! SHELDON! He's this handsome?


Source : http://whytheyrehot.com/page/2 (You'll see Adam Garcia too. :))

Tagboard Drama
|| 4:22 AM

I read my friend's tagboard, and daaaaamn kind of screwed up! They are losers for not using their real names, they are so outdated thinking that my blog is private, and they are so lame that they are using her tagboard to bitch about our babygirl Diyana!

1) Get your facts right
2) Improve your English because dudddeee is that seriously the best you can do?
I mean, seriously? and
3) Start loving your own name. Yes, the name that your parents have given you :)
I shall stop at 3 because that's enough for losers like you. As in, the crazydimwits, not MissKoshka readers.

you're truly something
|| 3:31 AM


Every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself cuz I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too

Everytime I Close My Eyes - Babyface


Thursday, November 5, 2009 || 6:20 PM


Super freaking damnit F, H to the O to the T.

Halloween outdated.
|| 2:02 PM

So a few days ago it was Halloween, and it's the first time I sort of celebrated it. Not that it matter, since I'm in this awesomest City of Singapore which is so freaking happening with kids going around doing trick-or-treat. Ok, bluff. So anyway, went to Sentosa for SENTOSA SPOOKTACULAR (paid $15 for this = worth it!) and oh boy it was sooo fun! It's like a haunted house, only cooler.
Thanks for the awesome time girls!
Baya, Huda, Ddy and my babygirls Syikin and Suzie :)

And this is what I wore! Anyway, the other girls were soooo gorgeous lah, with makeups and everything.

Outerwear : Giordano, bought the L size one, halfprice night sale
Tube top : FOX
Skirt : Actually a singlet dress. :) Free.
Belt : Mom's

Wednesday, November 4, 2009 || 7:40 PM

This song always make me fall in love.
Ahhhh read some blogs, and I just feel like giving them smiles, and also a small hug and say that everything's alright. But nooo, I'm not close to them. I admire how strong this one person is. He/She is, awesome.

Speaking of love... It's the 7th soon. Hari, thank you for yesterday! ANDDDDD, :D Sing Ehsas Gedid with me, I know you've memorised this song too!

Aww, shucks
|| 7:13 PM

It's funny how interesting this whole feeling is.
One minute you feel like vomitting, the next minute you're smiling and giggling to yourself because all of sudden, it seems like it IS the best thing in life.
You can say 'aww' and 'yucks' consecutively. Amazing, huh?
You want everyone to feel the same way as you, because it's about sharing the joy, sharing the happiness. Yet you want everyone to praise, and contradictingly, you want people to say 'yucks' and think you are digusting. Confusing. Envy.
How small little things can either be, really, small, or it can suddenly be this huge huge blasting wind hitting you hard.
God created this for a reason, and one either can be thankful, or can hate it for the rest of his life.
Because this, my friend, is very subjective, and never is there 2 person experiencing the same, exact thing.
I, honestly, am very thankful. But how would I know, if my time will come one day. In a few hours time? Tomorrow at dusk? See, God created this, and He has the answer to this. We don't, as simple as that.

Haha to you, I'm not going to be direct and tell you what I'm talking about. Go figure, and I know some of you will get it, whether or not you know me. Now, test your literature/assumptions/IQEQ whatever you people call it. If you're REALLY that good, spot on! Shingz, and you knwo exactly what I'm talking about!

As usual, this is my blogging style.
And ahhh I'm hungry.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009 || 2:44 PM

Hello! I've got my haircut yesterday, at Bugis Tony&Guy Academy, and it's done by Jack. He is not a student, please, and he was finding for models for Tony&Guy's latest collection, and he did 'Victoriana' for me.
Boy, pixie-cut kind of thing.
Still kind of uncomfortable, but hey, I shall be confident. Merci beaucoup, Amanda!

Anyway, I would looovvveee to blog, but not now because I'm pretty mood-less for it. Pretty ironic.

Monday, November 2, 2009 || 9:50 AM

Busybee. A very, very short update. Unnecessary too.

Today is Monday, and we're both penniless. I laughed at Hari for not bringing his wallet to school. And then when I searched for mine "in my bag", I remembered that I left it at home.
According to Hari, the moral of the story is, "next time don't laugh at me"

And to Kitt, haha! I saw you when you were taking your Prac 5.02, at S Course. Then during post-briefing, I wanted to tegor you but takot salah orang. haha!