“Life as it is”
Istanbul, forever now.
Monday, December 10, 2012 || 1:12 AM
Above images credit to Google image search
Above gifs by amira-ahmad.tumblr.com
Istanbul Aku Datang was goooooooooood! I don't know whether is it the lighting, or the fact that Istanbul is such a beautiful country that makes everything about the movie so pleasant to watch. No I'm not going to type out the synopsis, or tell you how exactly the story goes, but some things/memories/thoughts just came into my mind..
No matter how long your relationship with someone is doesn't determine your future with them. The typical, "oh you two have been together for xx years?! Wow hurry up and get married!" doesn't make sense anymore, and people are saying it just for the sake of saying it, or if their intention is really good and sincere, to bring a smile to your face :) Ultimately, He decides, and we can only plan. What's important is for someone to be kind-hearted, and respect you for who you are. Respect. Even when they're mad at you. Girls, we are known for our bitchiness when we're mad, so we scold vulgarities and be all dramatic saying things that we don't mean. Cs we're girls and it's okay (hahahhaa i'm biased like nobody's business!) but guys, once they say things that are indirectly disrespectful, that's just plain fucked up. Guys, don't ever ever ever try to call your girlfriend a slut, cs that's just plain rude, don't you think so? So where am I going with this.......
Sometimes you gotta listen to your heart.
HAHAHHA See la I type so much until Idk what I wanted to say initially. I got carried away talking about respect.
Would love to travel to Istanbul with my family. I used to say things like, "I want to go everywhere with my future husband." but then I realised.... WTF MAN I HAVE A FAMILY TO LOVE SO WHY AM I THINKING OF FUTURE PLANS WITH A FUTURE SOMEBODEHHH So yea, have always wanted to go to Istanbul with my family. Or Morocco. Especially Hajj.
Wow.
Labels: beto kusyairy, gifs, istanbul aku datang, lisa surihani, Love stories, malaysia, movie, rants, tomok, travel
7. Your opinion on cheating on people.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011 || 9:27 AM
I think you're bored. If your partner approves and you just want it so much, I don't think it's wrong. But macam bastard kan, kesian your lover.
I think your pussy itchy, so if you cheat behind your lover's back, you are naaaaaasty (nigga's accent). If you cheat and decide to break-up w your lover, I don't think it's wrong.
I think you need attention. If your lover is the kind who don't care about you, the i understand. If he/she is the kind who shows you too much attention, hellllooooo it's better than none so take it or leave it cause maybe he/she deserves better.
Actually I don't have opinion on cheating. It's mean, of course, but if it's a mutual thing, and you have own reasons behind it, I don't see anything wrong. haha i so mean.
But of course on a serious note, I wouldn't want my lover to be touching anyone else's pussy. Eh like not serious also -.-
Okay bye.
Lousy answer, booooooooo!!
Labels: 30-day-challenge, Love stories
love in the morning
Saturday, February 5, 2011 || 12:10 PM
The diff between loving your parents vs loving that someone special? One gives you warmth and the make you feel complete. Respectively.
And love is something that sounds so damn silly when you tryna explain it to your friends. Gotta feel it to know it!
Good day, readers! :)
Labels: love, Love stories, random
mess up my bed with me
Sunday, September 26, 2010 || 10:38 PM
Hari Raya with BBSS was pretty alright, only went to 4 houses, mine was the last :)
Pictures with Hazlin, and she has already given warning, that she'll take some time to upload 'em pictures.
Chandini, Tasvita & Alyssa couldn't join us ):
I think Raya Outings with 'em should be on a Saturday instead of a Sunday, because Sunday is my lazylazy daaaay
Roti Kirai at my house wasn't enough hahahaha
Yes, I believe in love, but I think love is the best after marriage. And for that, I won't love till then. And for that, I'm running s-o-l-o
:) :)
(Yes, if you all still say, "your boyfriend" "hari your bf" I will just agree or nod. Malas ah to explain why he's not)
(And to Hari, keep rocking!)
Labels: friends, Hari Raya Outing, love, Love stories
JOBLESS - NOT A BRIGHT STUDENT - TERRIBLE PLANNER
Thursday, September 23, 2010 || 7:05 PM
Should I get a job? I mean, I don't know, can I even commit?
By the way, I've been tutoring for 2 years now, and I'm kinda bored of it. Definitely would like to continue cause it's such easy money, perhaps a year without one would be nice!
I shall consider!
Results out tomorrow, I think. Hoping to not see any 'F' in the text. I worked hard, and yes yes yes, I regret giving up during the Semestral Exams cause I was already in my Raya mode, but pray hard - no 'F'!
Next sem taking 3 modules - AHDis, CD2 (repeated, damn it) and BPharm. 3 modules, pretty slack, huh?
Doubt so, all 3 are like huge heavy ones!
If time-table's okay, then I hafta work lorrrrrrr
Raya this Sat/Sun. Friends who read this, heads up. Sat is only Diyana's house cause she's having open house. So, on Sunday, the rest.
Shall mass text later. Organizing this is so damn hard.
My throat hurts :/ Coughing like M. Mad.
Labels: Hari Raya Outing, Love stories, school, story of my life
My mom is awesome. She buy me clothes.
Friday, September 3, 2010 || 10:54 PM
MY MOM IS AWESOME
Labels: fashion, love, Love stories, moving images, shirt, short
I'm Marvelous. I'm Marvelous. I'm Marvelous. I'm Marvelous.
Monday, August 16, 2010 || 11:38 PM
Thinking about the future gives me mixed feelings. Curiosity kills the cat, they say. Things have been awesome, prolly cause it's the holidays (almost) and I'm not worrying about the sem exams and term tests just as yet, but it seems like I'm sticking to the status quo. I don't like thinking about the past, neither do I like thinking about the future. As I said, mixed feelings. And as for the past, Idk, I just don't wish to waste my time thinking about things that have happened. All those "lessons learnt" craps, well, they happened for a reason!
It's always going to be you, no doubt about that. We have to go the extra mile, we have to work harder than others. Why? Because of our differences, which I have very much accepted and I'm so proud of you, boy, for embracing the truth :) Thanks for being there to watch me grow up, and supporting me as well. Of course. It's always going to be you. No, I'm not reassuring myself. I'm just starting the facts hahahah oh dear God, bless us :) I want to love him again!
Today, I was such a pig like, really. I think I still am! I wasn't being a good Muslimah, for I watched TV and lazed around the whole day! Watched Love Story 2050 on Zee Tv after doing 3 woodcraft thing.
Took me 4 hours to get everything done, and I was like, "OMG I want to do more ):" Haha
Will buy more soon!
I have no idea where those idiots have taken her. I don't get it, since when they trap neutered cats as well ): Sigh, whatever it is, I know she's strong enough. A miracle - too much to ask for? Rain, please try to find your way home.
Oh my, this heart's too sore
Labels: life, love, Love stories, story of my life
Friday, July 23, 2010 || 10:36 PM
"Cinta saya tak sehebat cinta Nabi Muhammad s.a.w kepada Khadijah, dan cinta saya tak sehebat cinta Zulaikha kepada Nabi Yusuf a.s, tetapi saya perlukan awak dalam kehidupan saya. Sudikah awak sehidup semati dengan saya?"
"My love isn't great like the Holy Prophet Muhammad s.a.w to Khadijah, or like Yusuf a.s to Zulaikha, but I need you in my life. Will you marry me?"
Labels: Love stories, movie, youtube videos
Y'know something? I'm v proud of us.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010 || 11:18 PM
A little personal.
We're taking our relationship to a whole new level.
Let's take one step at a time :)
Labels: Love stories, with love
because your love your love your love is my drug your love your love your love
Sunday, July 11, 2010 || 7:57 PM
Lost without you, can't help myself.
How does it feel to know that I love you baby?
Labels: daily muse, love, Love stories, pictures
Syukur Nikmat
Monday, July 5, 2010 || 8:49 PM
Fathers' Day 2010 at Tambuah Mas
Norman & Aidah Engagement Day
Alhamdulillah, all is well :) Click on the images for wonders.
Labels: family, Love stories, pictures, with love
Too lost in you, too.
|| 12:12 AM
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
x2
Tell me how you love me more
And how you think I'm sexy baby
But you don't want nobody else
You don't want this
You don't want that
You wanna touch yourself when you see me
Tell me how you love my body
And how I make you feel baby
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a
Tell me you depend on me
I need to hear it
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
x2
Baby you're the perfect shape
Baby you're the perfect weight
Treat me like my birthday
I want it this way
I want it that way
I want it, Tell me you don't want me to stop
Tell me it would break your heart
But you love me and all my dirty
You wanna roll with me
You wanna to hold with me
You want to make fires and get Norwegian wood with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes a
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love ya baby
x2
Cause you will tell me every morning
Oooohhh all right baby
Ooooh yeah
Oh baby
Oh darlin
All right right
I'm lost without you!
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love you baby
I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that I love yoou baby!
Ooh yeah
Oh baby
Oh darlin'
All right right
Labels: love, Love stories, music, robin thicke, song, with love, youtube videos
Feeling-feeling melayu haha
Saturday, July 3, 2010 || 1:57 AM
aisyah says:
cinta dan sayang itu adalah dua perasaan yang sangat berbeza
bolehkah kamu mencintai saya DAN juga menyayangi saya sepenuhnya? cinta boleh dilafazkan dari mulut tapi sayang, ia hanya datang dari hati
GO TRANSLATE WHATEVER I JUST SAID
hahahahah!!!
Hari_XLR8 \m/ says:
love and dearing a person got lah two difference
can u love me and something something sweetly
love can come out from my mouth
crap lah what i say
with love, A.
Labels: love, Love stories, pictures
Thursday, July 1, 2010 || 1:43 PM
Say it here :)
Labels: beautiful, Love stories, question
And when we kiss, ooooooh fire
Tuesday, June 29, 2010 || 11:45 PM
I walked behind a secondary school couple, and I had a hugeass cloud bubble, filled with question marks.
Here's some of them, in random order:
(Oh, by 'your', I meant mine. My opinions. Ok nevermind)
1. What's your definition of love?
2. If you were given the choice, would you live your current life single, or in a relationship?
3. What are your views on sexual activities before marriage?
4. What do you think is the ideal age for someone to have a boyfriend?
5. Anything to say to your friends who are single now?
6. Views on Public Display of Affection, and cliche/mushy facebook statuses?
Not a surprise why those questions popped into my mind after seeing the young puppy love. No offense, but I think boys are really childish. I call them 'men' only if they behave like one. My principle, never ever date or like someone of the same age as me, and dating younger guys is definitely a taboo. Of course, there are exceptions (categorizing the guys, not dating them), cause not all boys are the same. But really, men are so much more worth it; Men are yummy. Dating boys of the same age or younger is like, dating a small girl. Oh, and again, no offense, but I don't think secondary school relationship big of a deal. One of the reasons, refer to above. Next reason, secondary school guys have fuming raging hormones. All they care about is your boobs, and how they can make you wet. Wait, that sounds quite nice of them. Let me rephrase that. All they care about is your boobs (the bigger the betta) and how you can make their 'Little Brother' stand and boom! Explosion. And what do they do next?
Tell their friends.
What pathetic bunch of losers. Yes, I had crushes too of course, but nothing more than that. I disliked boys so much. (and ya ya, exceptions). Thirdly (or lastly), 4 years of secondary school r/s is nothing compared to 4 years of r/s in the real world.
And then I told myself to get rid of that mindset. And here I am now.
Happy. Cause I'm with a guy older than me.
EH what's your problem?
Labels: boys, love, Love stories, question, rants, relationships
Bukan hanya sementara, tetapi buat selama-lamanya. H
|| 12:20 AM
I know I'm not as bright as them, but at least I'm trying
It's not as if I totally neglect my responsibilities. I can't even prove it. Big eff.
Maybe last time was a tad disappointing, but I'm no longer like that.
I can't wait to graduate, and tho I have to take my SIP after their 3.2, I'm not going to give up that easy.
I'm not that kind of person anymore. I'm studying real smart now, y'know!
I'm proud of myself, and I'm not ashamed to say that. FOR THE WIN!
I'm listening to Jab We Met songs, on playlist. Awesome. Hindi and Arab songs can make me so in love with, love! And speaking of love, would you like to get more personal with me? Hahahaha whatever I meant eh. I understand now, what my aunt meant by "working life r/s will be different. The world just seems so much bigger, too" Funny, he hasn't even surrendered his I/C yet, and he's working as a part-timer. Yep, not full-timer! Full shift almost everyday now, and the last time I saw him was sooooo long ago.
Which is last night. Kidding about the 'soooo long ago' part. Not funny.
So anyway, our endless meetings have become those short sms-es that's sent only during rare free period & after work. Ya Allah, I would like to grow old faster, and then when I'm 22 and he's 24, make us stay at that age for a while okay? Yes, growing old is mandatory, but growing up, no need lah. I love being a spoilt brat in dilemma.
Goodnight.
This song is beautiful, by the way :)
Labels: angry, Love stories, rants, school
because you loved me
Friday, June 25, 2010 || 10:27 PM
Just wondering, how painful is a heartbreak right after a break-up? I haven't experienced it, and I never, ever want to. Is it painful beyond words? Something that cannot explained until you experience it yourself? Does it really take two hands to clap? And how do people begin loving someone else? And, how can feelings just come, and go?
How do couple hurt each other until there's nothing left to hurt? How do a person know if someone is meant for them? Do they know how to differentiate love, lust, and like? Why is everyone so afraid of 'first love'? Yes, it's something one can never forget, but why do I hear people saying, "No way you're going to marry your first boyfriend lah!" ?
It's somewhat a trend to do love-break-patch-love routine - Obviously something I detest. What is the point? Good make-up sex (this is plain dumb)? Stronger love each time they get back together? "If it's meant to be, he'll come back to you"? Dumb shit, seriously nonsense.
I'm happy, really. Very very very happy in love, to be honest. It's just that, the thought of it is making me shit bricks. Haha, shit bricks.
taken looooong time ago haha
Labels: love, Love stories, question, with love
Puisi Cinta
|| 4:25 AM
Tanpa mu siapalah aku.Semoga segalanya direstui Yang Maha Esa. Bersabarlah kasih, InsyaAllah...
Wahai sayangku,
Tahukah engkau
Betapa diriku ini sentiasa gelisah menanti kepulangan mu?
Betapa diriku ini sentiasa terbayang senyuman manis mu?
Betapa hatiku ini merasa kekosongan tanpa kehadiran mu?
puisi-cinta-1
(Spoil. It's kind of funny cause you can't even understand this post, Hari!)
Labels: love, Love stories, with love
from me to you. cinta - sepenuh hati. sayang - tiada batas. kawan - setia selamanya. seumur hidupku, akan ku cinta padamu, kekasihku H (:
Saturday, June 19, 2010 || 12:47 AM
Finally watched the last episode of this drama
Loves the part where the guy went beside her and played with her hair
I can imagine Hari doing that =O hahaha
I felt so attached to this drama and I didn't want it to end. I want to be with Aqiv Zamani as well.
Aqiv is such a nice name, now now, should I include that as the "nominee"? YkIk
Now now, holy moly, I hope he's fine
I wasn't expecting it to be a draw. Slovenia was so good, and I wanted them to win, instead of a draw
Those who noticed my tumblr post (where I went all, "GO USA!"), well, it wasn't for real
I didn't want USA to win. I did that because Tim Howard asked me to
I'm a Man U fan, so I'm biased like that
The first Slovenia goal was Amazing with a capital 'a', no kidding
F draw matches - sucha waste of time
But hey hey, Slovenia is still at the top with 4 points, followed by USA with 2
I hope England wins later - I'm staying up no matter what!
Labels: 2010, aqiv zamani, dari mata arisa, love, Love stories, world cup
To the man of my dream, HEY YA!
Monday, June 14, 2010 || 2:30 AM
Another movie that's awesome. I think my kekasih is right - I like a lot of actors. Haha
Okay I'm really coughing a lot. Time for bed. World Cup tonight, Germany will win?
So far the WC has been pretty un-exciting, most of the matches are like 0-0, 1-1 which is such a bore. Come on, it's at South Africa for goodness sake, so spice things up a little with your genius/mastermind plans
p/s When I get married, The BackUp Plan would be my inspiration to ____
Labels: backup plan, Love stories, movie, world cup