Aisyah, 21, thinks that life is too short.
I don't believe in love, cause it makes people blind and crazy. I believe in Allah, & all the great things He has done. Want to know who's the perfect role model for a hijabi? Not me.
p/s click "life as it is" for archives.
p/p/s I'm a cat at night.
Good evening beautiful world! Nowadays my life quite stressful eh, even though I haven't officially started school yet ): Apa ni!
Okay I shall start with work.
Nowadays working in the morning can be quite frustrating. Thanks la busy outlet, thanks la ): Early morning peak hour equates to cranky Aisyah & low tolerance to anj-anjz at work. But now I can't work as much, thanks to school. But seriously, I will say the word 'anjing' at work every single day without fail.
Now with school.
Stress la what to wear to school! Haha what if I keep wearing the same thing & people notice?! Since not many tudung girls there. Okay I was done w Tourism System and got a high distinction for it *shy* hahaha but NOW I'M DOING BUSINESS LAW AND I'M PULLING MY HAIRZ OUTTTTTAAAAA MY SCALP haha Not so extreme, not so literal. But it's crazy much harder than Tourism System cs I have nada interest in law, to be honest ): I'm expecting a pass, at least. Please pray for me... ): And I've gone for my orientation, and baaaam so many chinese eh this course. Please don't speak Chinese in front of me, please be friendly and approach this tudung girl ):
But I is very excited for school. Will try to do my best this time. (I'm tired of saying this already haha)
Okay la actually just wanna rant a lil' about work and school. Work is anj, and school is scary.
Met up with Amanda & Olivia the other day. Amanda has changed into a girly girl, talking about boys je :P But so happy for her! Think she has found happiness in Malaysia hahaha Sadly Olivia had to go home waaaay to early ):
I'm always so colourful eh. But inside, my heart is so so so pitch black I cry blood and darkness. Okay doesn't make sense.
AND last but not least, it was hella awesome meeting up with my secondary school friends AND my secondary school teacher at Tasvita's birthday party! Sadly, me no picture of it. So, yes. Just want to say it was an amazing evening that day :)
Okay The End. Time to start my business law assignment. Urgh *groaaaaaan*
"Successful indeed are the believers. Those who offer their Salat with all solemnity and full submissiveness. And those who turn away from Al-Laghw (dirty, false, evil vain talk, falsehood and all that Allah has forbidden). And those who pay the Zakat. And hose who guard their chastity (i.e. private parts, from illegal sexual acts) except from their wives that their right hands possess, for then, they are free from blame; but whoever seeks beyond that, then those are the transgressors. Those who are faithfully true to their Amanat and to their covenants; and those who strictly guard their (five compulsory congregational) Salawat (prayers)(at their fixed stated hours). These are indeed the inheritors. Who shall inherit the Firdaus (Paradise)." - Surah Al-Makmenoon Verse 1-11
(For those who read my tweet, this was the surah that started with a BAAAAAAM. Scary kaaaaaan)
Blogging again cs I feel a little rushed. Hi. Rushed cs I have so many things to do and this week is a little hectic.
Today: To complete my assignment. Past few days I've completed my day-to-day itinerary, now I have to talk about my hypothesis travel agency company etc. Tomorrow: Work's at 8am, until 6pm. After that have to rush to school to submit my assignment. Daddy's back for a short three days holiday. Thursday: Work. Tuition. Iftar with the Fridaters (to be confirmed) Friday: Dad returns to Thailand. Work. Saturday: Tourism System exams in the evening. Sunday: Shake leg at home.
And my red friend is here :( Day 01 of not fasting. I need to start taking note, man. Every year will forget how many days I need to re-pay my fast zzz
1. I've completed my assignment! Okay no, left w hotel listings & flight info.
2. I drank espresso right before heading home just now, and I'm still up. So, I've been up from 6.30am till now, that's like 22 hours! And I can't possibly sleep after pre-dawn meal because I have school from 9am to 6pm. God bless me! Count the hours. Espresso, you bitter little demon.
3. I had so much fun today breaking fast w Fina, Shariz & Ray at Arnold's City Plaza. Arnold's was crazy! No more fried chicken until the year 2050.
4. I am itching to travel, at least once by the end of the year.
5. Ooh I can hear the alarm clock already. Time to sahur.
Happy 1 week of Ramadhan! Mine has been great so far. Only challenging for 2 days because things didn't go as I planned it to be. Other than that, no problem! Hope your Ramadhan has been nothing but a blissful journey to bring yourself closer to our Creator!
1. Ramadhan kareem. May this year's Ramadhan be awesome! And everything we do diberkati Allah.
2. I've gotten the acceptance letter to take my degree :) But I have assignment to be submitted on 1st Aug, and school hasn't officially started yet! What sorcery is this! Thanks, bridging modules -.-
3. Before I die, I'd love to go France twice. First time for patisseries and desserts, second time for honeymoon. Do dreams like this come true? Work for it. Zzz
4. I am doing assignment now, loser.
Transferring Bali & Phuket photos, after a long long time.
I can throw this blog into the longkang. I know no one reads this, but I love reading my own blog. But so malas now.
My voice is like a tranny.
Chicken backside is still a chicken backside. Made me sakit hati the other day, but he whatsapped me pretending nothing happened. How could you!?
Not sure whether to work full-time for 2 years -> govt subsidy on degree OR continue part-time -> study full-time cost is 100% means super expensive and I don't wanna be a burden to my family.
I think I'll go with the former plan.
I think life's hard, and I'm making it even harder.
I suggest you open your eyes big big before saying I'm showing my hair to the virtual world, okay?
:P So defensive. I just took these pictures, cause I'm very much like zombie now!
Hi 3.52am, and it's Friday already. I have work later, 8 to 5. Mampos right? Must sleep less now, so that more work is done. What I tweeted, "24h a day not enough to do school work. 24h a day is too much when counting down the days for you to be back here with me. CHEY" makes so much sense. I'm listening to Nancy Ajram songs, total 19 songs. Too happy :)
Wonder how I can do my work, tweet AND blog at the same time. I'm a catwoman, hear me meow.
I want to be free again. 8am to 5.30pm every single day working as an intern is not cool at all. As much as I want to leave that place, I know it's gonna be hard cause I'm too used to the same old routine. Wake up at 6.15pm, shower for a good 10 minutes, get ready and prayed Subuh, and leave the house at 7am.
Careperson told me to hang in there, cause I'm graduating real soon.
Wow the thought of it!
I can't wait.
(': For now, I shall try to complete my MP Report a.s.a.p, so that I will have ample time to check & review.
God bless me!!
So Yee Mon told me the details for my SIP/MP
8.30am to 6pm Monday to Friday
At AVA, got no idea where is that :/ If it's the one near vivo, then good!
Starting 1st April, and he told me to get 'A'
Such joke, but I'll still try to do my best.
The pay's like NS pay, not bad at all :)
So I guess you won't see me at Coffee Bean that often no more (only Sats & Suns!!)
):
I shall have my good night sleep now.
All by myself :/
I've been busy with work, Apitos, out with friends. (photos posted next time). Just two things to talk about. School and Hari. Okay no, make it one - School. My twitter has too much info abt Hari, so let's keep it that way. Okay, back to school. I'll be having my SIP/MP this semester, all alone. Which is weird, tbh, but Ifah said it's better doing it alone, so she better be right! I will need lotsa help of course, so let's see who's gonna be nice enough to volunteer their helping hand or at least answer me when I ask them later on ;) Meeting Yee Mon on Wednesday, oooh wish me luck! I hope Audrey's doing it as well, so I won't have to do it alone! Oh, and I have to work less for Coffeebean ): Gotta focus and do well so that my GPA goes up up up :/
Yay last semester for me. Finally.
What to do after graduation? I have no friggin' idea. Idek whether I can go uni.
Le sigh sigh sigh
I'm super pissed with my teachers. If I actually got some money, I would have sued them -_- for lying and not putting in any effort even though it's just for two students - Audrey & I. Yeah, I shoulda told them earlier, or at least asked, but I did what, and what I got? "I don't know". Hello, so what, my Sem 1 is empty?! I don't mind lah, I can work and enjoy life, but I, too, want to get it over and done with :/ I'm just upset they are not putting in any effort to help us kids. Le sigh, time to wait for results only lor. This sem empty also no problem - can take Class 3.
A quick post!
Tomorrow's my last paper before I can like, fully enjoy my holidays
Enjoy = go out once in a while, and work a lot. -.-
I'mma go to sleep now! Just an hour of sleep. Better than nothing. Night night!
By the way this is just for future reference, in case next time I have the time to download songs
Kanye West - All Of The Lights
Drumsound & Bassline Smith - Freak
Breakage - Fighting Fire feat. Jess Mills
Steve Angello & Alex Metric - Open Your Eyes
Robyn - Call Your Girlfriend
Chilly Gonzales - You Can Dance (Walter Sobeck Mix)
Justice - D.A.N.C.E
Round Table Knights - Drop The Dow
Savage Skulls & Douster - Bad Gal feat. Robyn
Emalkay - Fabrication
Liam Bailey - You Better Leave (Shy FX Remix)
Mark Pritchard - Out In The Street
Photek - Avalanche
Lykke Li - Sadness Is A Blessing (Gold Panda Remix)
DC Breaks - The More I Want
Nero - Guilt
Daft Punk - Around The World
SBTRKT - Living Like I Do
2 Bears - Lunatics (TEED Remix)
16 Bit - Frzr9000
Jamie Woon - Lady Luck
Cassius - I <3 U So Skream remix
DJ Mehdi - Pocket Piano (joakim remix)
Mattie Safer - Is That Your Girl
Breakbot - Baby I'm Yours (Aeroplance remix)
Feadz - Constant Ovulation
Justice - Waters Of Nazareth (Erol Alkan remix)
Slept at 6+am 'last night' and woke up at 12 with a throbbing headache. Even spent the next few hours using the comp, without brushing my teeth first! Haha
Afternoon at Arab St to study and hang out with bandmates.
Nothing to update. Tomorrow's my AHD Prac Test. I hope it's going to be easy. I'm going to start studying right about.....
I am still not used to waking up at 6 just because my school's at 9.
I am so totally not used to public transport. No offense of course, it's just that TP and Bukit Batok is like sooooooo faaaaarrr awwaaaaayyyy!!
I miss having multiple dreams a night. Yes, I'm an awesome night-dreamer.
This is gonna last for 2 weeks. Or 3.
I want my bike back. I'm suffering
Have to focus. And studying starts...... now.
2 topics for tonight, then have to wake up at 8am tomorrow for kendarat. Then have to study again.
You can't destroy me. I won't let you. I'm too cool and awesome for you.
Dr Oh was charged for molesting his colleague, whose age is more than half his
I don't find it a serious matter, because it kinda sounds surreal.
I mean, seriously, Dr Oh, the lecturer who doesn't know how to speak and read English properly!?
Who is such a good teacher nevertheless (at least better than _____)?!
Yeah let's shit bricks, all.
I'm listening to Miss Independent. It's such a perfect song for now! Like, I can go to sleep smiling.
Comel (whom we all miss very very much), Anja & Baby turning 1 this Dec 13th. I'm going to buy them something. Oh my (: (: (:
Taking out P-Plate this Dec 7th! I'm so eggcited. I'm already half-platter HAHHAA k lame. I mean, the back one is missing, so my P-Plate is only in front. And I'm already feeling
Like
A
Boss
Anyway, should I take 2a next, or 3? A friend said 3, my brother said it's up to me (though he was the one so excited for me to get 2a at first), I've yet to ask Hari - 100% will say take class 3.
I'm so eggcited :)
I'm taking 2a and 3 then. HAHAHHAA
Like a lot of money hor -_-
and to get a 2a bike, gonna trade in my Aarav (r-15) but I don't want! I want to save save save parents'money parents'money to get class 2 bike. I need to motivate myself to get moneyyyyy
haha