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i'm freaking out. grrrrrr
Friday, April 16, 2010 || 4:53 AM

I was so eager to sleep just now. Hmm I don't know why, maybe cause IT'S 4.32AM NOW!? But you know what, I'm such a confused child, and it all started the moment I logged in my TP student portal to check my new time-table. I wanted to use the term 'check out' but it sounded cool for such a lame ass time-table that I got. It's too late for me to realise how lost I am. I'm retaking 2 modules, and if I fail any one of them, I might be kicked out of TP, which is a big deal (just not THAT hugeass deal like what those typical highly-educated Chinese family think) I'm not being racist, but come on, let's talk some sense here, shall we?

Anyway, what's more important now is that I'll be a loner surrounded with enthusiastic classmates that are this close *show you 1mm between index finger and thumb* to graduation. If Daryl was beside me just now, I think he'd ask me to shut up haha! Oh, and why a loner? Because there's no

What am I gonna doooooooooooo? I want to cry now but you know, I'm really really happy that I can still see Amanda during MGEN and ACM. That's the very least I ask for. Seriously, I don't wanna be stuck with K2 cause they are too smart and I feel so damn stupid. I'm still not used to poly system, mothafcuk' yikes. No Syikin, but I'm sure she'll be at ITAS once in a while, and I can meet her anytime I want to. No Harindra? No Harindra? No Harindra? Yeah you get it. I'm going to shoot myself. Haha

Syikin's chatting with me now, telling me that Nelly Furtado's hot and stuff, but I can't focus. I'm so freaked out about school, and I don't know why I'm THIS freaked out?

Oh, and I'm officially going to hate Mondays and Tuesday. Fuck Monday Blues? Well then, screw you. I have the whole day of school without any single break. And on Thursday, I'm going to have a long break. 3 hours long. If Amanda's not going to be free, then I'll sleep, or do something productive. No, no sleeping time for me. I won't let my 2.1 history repeat itself. Yes people, 2.1 I would skip ALL lectures to sleep in the library, and that lifestyle was awesome hahahaha gomgzz no.

Have to buy notebooks and nice files and nice stationeries and, erm, whatever else that will make me a happy girl on the first day of school.

btw I love Felix, Monza, Junior, Renee, Puma.

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