“Life as it is”
BABY IM SORRY TO MAKE YOU CRY. I LOVE YOU 4EVA. Hahahah hakpui
Wednesday, March 17, 2010 || 6:45 PM
Can I bitch a little? Just a little, promise. I find it irritating if people blog about their boyfriends alllll the time, but when in reality, they are always fighting. And no, I'm not jealous if your boyfriend is fucking sweet (but always fighting with you over the littlest things) or if he's whatever. Like come on, me? Jealous? Wrong person. But yes, my friends and I think that these kind of people are insecure about their relationship, and so I advise you, my friends, don't make it as if 'love' is that hard, really. Remind yourself that life is beautiful. Tsk Well for me, I don't really like publisizing my love story, only when of course, I'm in the super "lovey" mode after midnight, tu pon not to the extend of "showing off" my boyfriend. It's the "I know he knows" kind of thing.
Tsk Don't get me wrong though. I'm happy for those happy couples. Ah bliss~
Ah I sound pretty mean =/ sorry if you think I'm talking to you! I'm not (: I think
Relationship FAIL ftw hahahaha
Thursday, March 11, 2010 || 1:57 PM
I mean, tsk, I know right! And when they go all “omg i think i’m in love” tsk love? you kiddin’ me honey? I know I'm no Love Guru, and I do realise that the term 'Love' is very much subjective. But seriously, like really really look at me, seriously. Is it really that important, until you are willing to sacrifice your happiness for this thing called 'Love'? Please, you can ask my friends who are single. They are so goddamn happy, and I looooovee it like that. Some got into a relationship and things changed and blahblah, it's like I don't know them anymore. So really, if you think you're not prepared for a relationship, then don't. I'm just sayingggggg, but being in love and having a relationship are supposed to make you feel happy. If you think being in a relationship is so easy and stuff, and like you can throw the guy and get a new guy soooo fast (& easily), don't mind us who judge you and think you're so willing, and perhaps "senang dapat"(in English, simply Easy target). You know what I mean ;) De'willin family, go fuck yourself.
HAHAHAHAH I'm soooo mean. but I'm being so general here okay, if you think I'm talking to you, I've got no comments.
&psst, I just clicked 'Become a fan!' for something like, I hate Relationship Wreckers? Haha Aiya whatever it is, it takes two hands to clap lah, and everything happens for a reason ;) I know I'm a bitch in this post, whatev. Tata
p/s can't wait to watch Mean Girls.
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Sycophants and scary nightmares.
Thursday, December 31, 2009 || 2:06 AM
I still have you with me. I've got nothing to worry about. Everything is fine. Aisyah, it's just a bad, bad nightmare...
It was just a dream, thank God it was just a dream. A better word for it is nightmare, because it definitely was one. The moment I opened my eyes, I stared at the wall, trying to adapt to reality. I told my mother about the dream, and my voice trembled. She told me not to worry, it's just a nightmare. Besides, dreaming something like that is trying to show that you want that person to live long. Such contradictory statement. I told my mom that I don't feel like going lecture, and that she should wake me up at 9am instead. I couldn't go back to sleep at first, with my heart beating that fast, with my palms all sweaty. My mind was racing, kept playing the 'rewind' and 'play' button. Of the dream. I teared, then I cried.
I cried myself to sleep. The dream felt so real, and I hate myself for having such nightmares.
I cried myself to sleep. The dream felt so real, and I hate myself for having such nightmares. And then when I managed to sleep again, I dreamt of something so wonderful. And the momentary breakdown was gone. It was a "Happily Ever After" ending instead, and I ain't going to complain.
I am very much thankful.
Thank you, Harindra.
DOUBLE U TEE EFFFFFFFF! DOUBLE U TEE EFFFFFFF! DOUBLE U TEE EFFFFFFFF...
Get married young, be a young mom and a housewife. Do what the heart desires.
I have no idea why but...
If I really get married at a young age and become a young mom, you'd probably see me sitting down like this in front of the mirror putting make up on,
and my hot husband *cough hot hari cough* sitting down like that watching me.
I know it's random, but I gotta feeling.... HAHA
nah, forget about what I just said...
Where are you celebrating your countdown at?
Siloso Beach Party? Ok, I see you tonight babies.