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Sycophants and scary nightmares.
Thursday, December 31, 2009 || 2:06 AM
I still have you with me. I've got nothing to worry about. Everything is fine. Aisyah, it's just a bad, bad nightmare...
It was just a dream, thank God it was just a dream. A better word for it is nightmare, because it definitely was one. The moment I opened my eyes, I stared at the wall, trying to adapt to reality. I told my mother about the dream, and my voice trembled. She told me not to worry, it's just a nightmare. Besides, dreaming something like that is trying to show that you want that person to live long. Such contradictory statement. I told my mom that I don't feel like going lecture, and that she should wake me up at 9am instead. I couldn't go back to sleep at first, with my heart beating that fast, with my palms all sweaty. My mind was racing, kept playing the 'rewind' and 'play' button. Of the dream. I teared, then I cried.

I cried myself to sleep. The dream felt so real, and I hate myself for having such nightmares.
And then when I managed to sleep again, I dreamt of something so wonderful. And the momentary breakdown was gone. It was a "Happily Ever After" ending instead, and I ain't going to complain.
I am very much thankful.
Thank you, Harindra.
DOUBLE U TEE EFFFFFFFF! DOUBLE U TEE EFFFFFFF! DOUBLE U TEE EFFFFFFFF...
I'm an 18 year old girl, who is very much in love with a funny guy who can make me laugh every single day. I am well endowed with youthful energy, and is of an extremely sanguine temperament. But seriously, seeing people like you in life, mak aiii, buat darah naik sia. All the energy will just be gone, gone with the wind. Poof. You asses are making me laugh so hard till I wet my pants. It's not whether I'm being fastidious or not, but seriously, it's amazing to see how people can change for ____ and worst, to get _____. Did you know, I just learnt a new word? Find hard for that one word that pretty much summarises everything.
Get married young, be a young mom and a housewife. Do what the heart desires.
I have no idea why but...
If I really get married at a young age and become a young mom, you'd probably see me sitting down like this in front of the mirror putting make up on,
and my hot husband *cough hot hari cough* sitting down like that watching me.
I know it's random, but I gotta feeling.... HAHA
nah, forget about what I just said...
Where are you celebrating your countdown at?
Siloso Beach Party? Ok, I see you tonight babies.
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