"Come with me, my love, to the sea of love"

Miss Koshka
Aisyah, 21, thinks that life is too short.
I don't believe in love, cause it makes people blind and crazy. I believe in Allah, & all the great things He has done. Want to know who's the perfect role model for a hijabi? Not me.
p/s click "life as it is" for archives.
p/p/s I'm a cat at night.

"Does your name rhyme with mine?"

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“Life as it is”
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Sunday evening
Sunday, January 31, 2010 || 8:54 PM

Me, on a Sunday evening (just a few minutes ago)
Spent the whole day in front the computer, a few minutes off to have lunch with Harindra who came over after his work. Busy with my French Roleplay script. Thanks, Ju, for the help.

I haven't started on my MBIO Report. 
I am digging my own grave, I know I know.


|| 6:29 PM

:) Open wide, original sin...

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MSN convo
|| 2:56 PM

She drew that, not me.
Makcik Bedah aka Nabby, tsk tsk! Haha

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Eye to eye
|| 1:59 PM

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And this is what I did just a few minutes ago. Oh, Sunday "morning" :)
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And meet Anja, the eldest kitten!

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For God's sake,
|| 2:02 AM

More like siblings than a pair of youths in love, isn't it?
He's my brother lah, well that explains. Haha!

Ok I'm just kidding. I love you Harindra, everyone loves you to, y'know!
I'm so tired! I had few hours of sleep last night, had tuition at 1.30pm until 3.30pm today, and then I had Chingay's rehearsal from 7 til' 10. (& then I went to Reis Cafe to sheesha with the girls, until like, 11.40pm!) I love the "I'm so packed!" feeling, at least I feel safer, than to the usual sleepy mode and sleeping like as iflike as if, please.  there's no tutorials/assignments/school'scrap. Yup, emphasis on the

To my triple S girls, I love you very very much, and I'm so happy to be with the three of you... I just want to hug the three of you so damn tightly now! Now! Come to the west side, now! Hehe

To my secondary school lovelies, meet up during the March holidays. A must... I promise I'll be free then.

To Harindra, (:

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Saturday, January 30, 2010 || 5:21 AM

This is freaking cool! Where can I get them!?

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Online "Humor"
|| 2:43 AM

What the fuck!?
Seriously, what, the, hell ?!
Who is this sicko?
I'm scared...



Mama doooo
|| 2:01 AM

Let me the start today's post with an unglamourous picture of mine. Like makcik-makcik, dengan kain and tuala, even though I have short hair. So anyway, just want to inform you people that I'm very tired. Reached home at 11 plus, and bought 2 redbulls for myself because I have some school things to do. My saturday is gone, because of Chingay's rehearsal, so I have like, tonight to make. things. work. I should not have said that. Cause most probably I'll just strike that and say something like, "I did nothing, again! Sleep the whole night, AGAIN!"

Crap :) Oh, and speaking of crap, Harindra slept on me. HAHA! Pig.

My birthday is in a month's time :)

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With her little funny old blue hat
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 || 7:54 PM

Watch if you think you have the same music taste as me :)
Kerli - Walking on Air
It's addictive!

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Next thing, we're touching...
|| 7:28 PM

This is Ellie Goulding, and she's amazing.
Reminds me of Lady Gaga, probably because of the unique beats, but definitely not as 'try hard' as Lady G. That's just what I think, and the first thing I thought of after watching the video, was about Vigilant Citizen. Haha! Brainwashed robots - am I turning into one? Nah.

p/s tumblrisforfaggots has moved to tumblrisforlulz.tumblr.com

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|| 6:47 PM

Today's someone's (advanced) birthday celebration, and she is special to me.
And where am I and what am I doing?
I'm in school ):

Think positive.
Meeting Olivia and Amanda later for steamboat.

I want to jump down and die lah.
No, not really

|| 12:39 AM

New rules set, I miss __________________.

webcam session with myself, doing stupid faces.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 || 11:48 PM

I was supposed to be doing my assignments last Sunday, but look at what I did...

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Sleepy already, and I haven't done a thing.
I know right, what the farque?
p/s boyfriend's beside me right now, doing his project. Err, he's sleeping actually, cause he's too sleepy and perhaps strangely, projects have this dozing-off effect on people, I mean, I know riiggghhhtt! So strange hor. I was widdee awake but looking at him in Land of Nod, I feel like sleeping tooooooo. Sadly, school's insane and I feel like I've got no life.
p/p/s yesterday, Amanda and I were sitting at Mushroom under the hot hot sun, and we sat at the non-shady area on purpose (I love tanning because I want to black), and it's kind of dumb to do that, now that I've realised it, because we have many assignments and studying to do. But oh, well, a cat got to do what a cat got to do. Love sun and fall asleep.

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Out there a lonely girl could drown
|| 7:19 PM

I'm going to memorise those craps and get my brain working for a while, and then do the report tonight.
Sleep? Of course, because there's more than 24 hours a day :)
A picturesque view, of near-sunset, that's what I'm looking at now.

EDIT : BULLSHIT. I did nothing, and slept the whole night :) Played with my cats first, of course...

Oh yes. Sleep?
"We're under the sheets and you’re killing me
In our house made of paper, your words all over me"

Watch, if you think your music taste is like mine.

G'day people! Have a rockin' Tuesday night.

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Sleeepppy already! Worth it laaaah, about Saif Ali Khan(s)!
Monday, January 25, 2010 || 2:18 AM

It's 1.56am now, and I have to wake up at 8am for school later.
I've done my LSM Assignments (just 2 out of 4! The 3rd one, I will do it tomorrow during the long break). I didn't do CD1 Assignment, so 4 marks (out of 100) is gone just like that.
Despite all that, I still dare to say that I'm a happy girl, and I shall stay this way because life's too awesome and there's nothing to be stressed about. School? Anything's possible if you put your mind to it. Always remember that.
I have CD2 Lecture Quiz this Wednesday, and that's also the day for CD2 Report Submission.
I haven't started on the CD2 Report yet, and I will NOT be a lameassgeek by saying, "WHAT! Haven't started yet!? I'm so dead!". Stay positive, that's all I can say to myself. Because I won't have a good sleep tonight if I have that mindset ;)

Speaking of a 'good sleep tonight', I shall sleep now. Plus, it's so windy! Awesome!! Plus plus, I'm going to dream of Saif Ali Khan tonight!!!!! Well, hopefully.
And then, when I wake up tomorrow, I'll see my own version of Saif Ali Khan :) :) :)
With the same shouldersssssss (my version will have better shoulders, duh of course) and OMG I WANT TO DROOOOOL
Life is good like that!
Okay, I shall end this entry with an awesome picture (and a little some some)

This is not a new movie, by the way. They will have very beautiful babies, if only they're together, that is.

Watch this and you'll understand. :)
Wet the pannntttssssss

Can watch this too. He's very handsome here too. OK REALLY GOING OFF NOW. GDNIGHT!

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Saturday, January 23, 2010 || 8:55 PM

Cause he's so awesome, he makes me feel so so so happy, and he always make me smile so damn wide :)
So? Not just a normal average guy, he's the guy for meeeeee.
Hint: He's watching 'Hitch' in my living room.


|| 11:57 AM


Click, if you want to see a cute weirdo.

Let's cry together, and make it worrrkkkk!
Friday, January 22, 2010 || 9:00 PM

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A language we all agree on
Thursday, January 21, 2010 || 6:32 PM

Why can't we speak another language
one we all agree on


Patterns all arranged in my background, pillars and posts keeping this country on form. Letters were all sent with no addresses so that people can't discover that we're always under cover...why do I always draw triangles? Instead of the words this paper deserves.

I don't own my clothes but I own my mind, and its not what you've lost but its what you find.

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I think I did badly for MBIO, cause just before the paper started, I said this to Amanda, "I hate DNA Sequencing."
Yup, it came out, worth 10 marks, out of the total 20.
It's okay, life's awesome like that!

I didn't go for Bloco yesterday, because I'm a busy bee.
I'm gonna be a busy bee for a while now, and why, isn't that the nicest feeling, ever?
I'm terribly sad! Because of school, I can't meet up with Aida for a proper birthday wish. I won't be free to meet Chandini too (her birthday is coming real soon!)

Why oh why am I so occupied (yet free enough to do this, I know I know)
Cause I'm a busy bee, and an evil witch.

When school's out, let's meet up okay darlings!

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David Guetta
Wednesday, January 20, 2010 || 11:56 AM

Music genius :)

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Ready, set, GO!
|| 11:50 AM

Today's going to be a productive day.
Statement :)


You are beautiful
Tuesday, January 19, 2010 || 11:16 PM

Genius (:

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You're not a professional. Don't be stupid, don't do the task. You look stupid
|| 11:10 PM

Nice one, search engine.


Public Display Of Affection
|| 4:34 PM

Yeah, it's awkward, of course.
I mean, PDA, or public display of affection, is fine, really, but it really depends on the people around you, or like, the place you two are at.
I am not a fan of PDA, cause it's like, why's the need to show people how much you love him/her?
You want to hear "Awwww"? Nah.
But I shall not say much because I have some friends who show PDA with their loved one.
I'm biased, like that.


Monday, January 18, 2010 || 2:56 PM

  You know I'm gonna love it (:
Can't wait to watch theeeeezzzz!

Hopefully it's gonna be good!


Click play to watch the trailer :)

Interview with the Vampire is very good. (Seriously. You're gonna wet your pants too)
Queen of the Damned is good.
Twilight and New Moon are, err, err, err. zzzzzz

p/s I secretly like cults.
p/p/s If you are into all these kind of things, go to comfortingsounds.tumblr.com :)
p/p/p/s What the hell? I do believe in The Almighty. I'm not praying in the name of Satan or whatever. It's just that I like it, so now what, I can't like some things cause it's somewhat a taboo? Go eff yourself.
p/p/p/p/s 2010 is going alright!

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pants on the ground
|| 11:04 AM

I didn't wake up with a smile.
I hate that dream.
Life is awesome, anyway :)


Sunday, January 17, 2010 || 10:52 PM

Not gonna do tutorial for LSM tomorrow. Will do it tomorrow morning, or not do all.
Gonna sleep, and everything will be good, I've promised myself that.

I don't know what I'm afraid of.
|| 10:04 PM



|| 9:49 PM

It's better without the jeans & shoe. But that's not the point...

Doing so many things at once, and then she got tired.
She told herself that she can do it, that she has all the support and loves in the world.
Because really, they really are her world. They mean so much to her, and she can't live without them.
She continued running, then slowed down, and eventually came to a stop.
She realised that time had caught up with her.
Time was moving so fast, yet she stood there, rooted to the ground.
She tried to crawl, and she laughed. Constantly asking herself, "What am I doing?"
She heard a voice in her head, telling her to go for it, just run.
She ran once again, at a very very fast speed. She was proud of herself.

And then out of a sudden she stopped; she was against inertia, against the strong wind that's hitting her hard.
And realised that everything's not worth it.
"What the hell am I doing?"

Story of my life. So perfect, just just perfect.
Like I care whether the story made sense or not.
That's the thing. Utter bullshit.

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|| 3:35 PM

Reality check, suffocated!

Think opposite, this I like (:
Reality check, I have some quizzes next week, and a CD1 Assignment IV due.
Not only that, Chingay's practices three days a week, and Apitos? Probably one practice next week as well. That's 4 practices of samba! Tuition with Dayana next Saturday.

You know what?
I think I have no idea what I'm doing, and I'm gonna die laughing at myself. Cause I'm foolish like that.
Oh man I don't wanna do this anymore.

Walk out the doorzxszxszxsz


|| 3:13 AM

Have been sheeshaing for about 5 times these 2 weeks. Prolly more than 5 times! No, I'm not addicted.
I should probably stop for the time being. I love my babies.

Let's Grow Old Together
|| 2:13 AM

Hey, I love your voice.

A short getaway, just to be with you and only you.
Where nothing else in the world matters, and there's nothing for us to care about.
It doesn't have to be miles away, it doesn't have to be one week long.
All I want is to rest my head on your lap, and the only thing I can see when I open my eyes is you.
You, looking back at me.
So choose - to talk like there's no tomorrow, to just look into each other's eyes?
Or both?

This is when I still have long hair, fair skintone, a couple or two pimples, highlighted and dyed hair,

MINAH FACE, double-u-tee-eff.

Oh man, I love us so much. Haha!
Let's grow old together. xooxxxoo



Love, Aarav, and family
|| 1:57 AM

"Truth of Life: You may fall in love with the beauty of someone, but remember, finally you have to live with the character, not with beauty."
It's annoying how superficial some people are.
They'll be like, "I don't go for looks, I go for the heart :) Anyway she's so cute, and I love her fashion sense! Can help me to get to know her better?" To those who know, well, it's obvious who I'm referring to.
Not trying to be a bitch, but I can't stand such contradiction.
It's just annoying.

Just remember, you don't have to find for love, cause love will find you!
I'm dead serious.

Today was good (: Started out bad though, as I got to attend this lameass seminar early in the morning! But thankfully it didn't end at like, noon, and so I headed to DownTown East to meet the rest of my family because Iwan had tickets for Family Day @ Wild Wild Wet!!

Thanks Iwan, Kak Sabil, Mami, Adli and the kids for an awesome day today (: And of course, thank you so much Harindra.

Oh, and had Chingay Rehearsal, cum Samba Party at New PA HQ. Nothing much, really. The Brazilian chica is hot! Her legs are so long it's like neverending! So that's about it, and did you know, I actually forgot about Dayana's tuition? Geez, dear God give me more time ):

Ok, remember that life is good?
For those who haven't been informed (by me, or dare I say, by SYIKIN as well), I've passed my TP test and I've gotten myself a bike, (ok more of) my parents bought it for me (:
It's Yamaha R-15, and he's awesome. He has a name, and it's Aarav Bhattacharjee, you can call him Aarav (:
I know right!

I know I shouldn't be showing my plate number, but what the hell. You can be trusted, can't you?
And these are the few pictures taken at Wild Wild Wet.
My face is so red right now, and I'm supposed to be sleeping now, cause I'm dead exhausted!

Natra Arianna, my beautiful niece.

Nur Husna, my pretty cousin.

Muhd Haziq and Harindra, the pretty boys in my life

Nia Chek Noi and Nur Aisyah. The best. Ok, her name is Noriah..

&This humongous picture above is a picture of meeeeee, while waiting for them to reach home. I took the bike, yeah that explains. And eff you we don't have the same jacket. I was wearing his. Oh, and we don't have to use blusher, cause I think we just burnt ourselves.

Next post is a short Love post!

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I feel so sad. Thank you Harindra, for making me NOT sad (:
Monday, January 11, 2010 || 9:19 PM

Thank you for always being by my side. (:
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Sunday, January 10, 2010 || 2:23 AM

Sheesha, Bloco, McCafe, Home Sweet Home to eat Tulang Merah with Harindra.


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I want your love anndddd
Saturday, January 9, 2010 || 2:30 AM

Other than building a fort, having a snowball fight and sitting in front of the fireplace,
everything else is good.

I'm chatting with Ju now (hello Ju!), and I want to go to Paris with Harriiiiiiiiiii ):
One fine day...


Reach for the stars!
|| 2:02 AM

I'm back to busy mode, with so many commitments, like last old times, again. Again.
Bloco Singapura, Apitos, being Dayana's tutor, and of course, never a bond-free with the school.
Sucka. Thank goodness I've passed my bike Traffic Police test! The very least, a huge sigh of relief!
I got to focus, and concentrate! Think happy thoughts, and smile! Think unicorns, think Eywa & Avatar, think vampires, think fantasy worrrrlllldddd. Ok, what was that?
Oh, I've borrowed 2 books from the library just now -

1)Your Best Year Yet! The 10 questions that will change your life forever, by Jinny Ditzler
2) Whatever you Think Think the Opposite, by Paul Arden

Seriously, got to be gooooooood and focus!
Maybe I'm going to live in denial, I don't care, I just got to give my best!


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA "double-u-tee-eff go fug yourself!!"

I know, it's mean, but I can't take it.
Hilarious. Or what?

Ok yes maam, I got to focus, and I'm going to, err, start like, errr, now.
I had an awesome time at sheesha just now :)

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smile Aisyah, smile.
Friday, January 8, 2010 || 12:47 PM

ok i will stop this bollywood craze

anyway i saw my neighbour's facebook, and he uploaded his 'arwah' cat. even though we are not close (the cat Tiger, and me), it brought tears to my eyes. control bitch, you're in school. so anyway, i cannot imagine life without annnyyy cats in my life. they're family, and i know i know, i gotta understand that death awaits us all. not so soon please. ): boboy has left us, and i haven't been visiting him. one of a kind, i love them so much. 
don't say double-u-tee-eff please.

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go visit movieoftheday.tumblr.com!
|| 12:06 PM

I remembered that on that day, you were wearing blue. All blue, instead of black.
And when I asked you why, you said, "Faseha wanted to see me wearing something not black".
Random. Thoughtsssssss

Yeah, of course I like you. ;)

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Jag Soona Soona Laage
|| 10:40 AM

If you don't like Om Shanti Om, you're nuts.


You're insane.
Thursday, January 7, 2010 || 3:20 AM

I know I haven't been updating properly, like New Year's picture and stuff. Soon, alright, soon! I'm a busy honey bee!


You're so effing amazing and awesome, it's insane.
Amazing and awesome. Amazing and awesome. Amazing and awesome. Harindra is amazing and awesome. Amazing and awesome. Amazing and awesome.

Of course we don't believe in forever; it's too cliche.
But we'll make it work. I'm more than thankful, to have him in my life.
Thank you, The Almighty, for the first relationship in my life. I can't wish for more!

p/s Did you knooowwww that 2 whites in bikini hugged Harindra and said, "Happy New Year" when he was piggyback-ing me (like the picture above)? Haha Harindra was pretty traumatised, saying "Shit lah they all, drunk, eeeeeeeeee " and "Sayang you see ah, they touch me seh. You not angry meh?!" and I was laughing my ass off to see that side of my boyfriend. He was like, a boy.

p/p/s Came across something interesting a while ago. Something like, there's no such thing as LOVED (past tense) because if you have had loved someone before, you never really love him/her before. SOMETHING like that, and I think it's 100% true.

p/p/p/s It's 7th January tomorrow. What? 19? What what?

I'll smile and think bright sunshine. I'll be following the rainbow track, along with the unicorns and fairies in pink wings. I'm a happy, err, girl (: Boy, you're so amazing it's insane.