“Life as it is”
have you ever been in love?
Tuesday, March 23, 2010 || 2:27 AM
Hello everyone who reads my blog but simply refuses to tag at the tagboard :D
Today has been good. (I know I'm being paranoid, but whether it's "today" or "yesterday", I can't be bothered anymore cause it's pretty much the same difference! Yes, I'm this paranoid)
The day started with me waking up at 6am to study for my supplementary paper today. I know I know, it's last minute work and blahblah, but I guess some things can't be changed? And I came in late for the paper on purpose too. It was alright, and I'm really hoping for a 'P' grade so that I don't have to retake that goddamn module next next next (+next) semester.
Amanda came over and we had a movie marathon. And Mami gave us lotsa foooooood. I love my mother..
The movies are amaaaaaazing. I slept during 'Meet the Robinsons' though, cause of the lunch. You know, the whole after-lunch effect. Anyway, it's funny how each movie links to one another. You see, Eric (The Little Mermaid) guessed that Ariel's real name was Mildred, and in Meet the Robinsons, the orphanage home lady's name was Mildred, and Orphan, well, Esther was from an orphanage. Cool, aye? Not much of a big deal, I know, but it's cool, so you shut up! Haha Oh-am-gee I love The Little Mermaid so much.
Thanks Amanda, for spending this lovely day together! I love you!
I just feel like writing a long post today, no idea why. I know people won't be bothered to read every single thing, but weird how I lloooooovvveeee reading my own blog when I'm bored, especially alittlebang.blogpot.com. It's on private now, only meant for one person to see...
Why am I seeing more and more couples breaking up after years of being together? I'm not talking about 2 years relationship, or 3 years. Neither am I talking about a 3 years relationship with regular breakup-patchup cycle. I'm talking about serious deal, 3-7 years of strong relationship that's based on love. How can they be possibly be bored of each other? It's just that, whenever I get too happy with Harindra, I'll hear of stories about sister lah, friends lah, all ah, break up after long-"lasting" relationship. None of my business and I shouldn't be affected, but tsk, I am affected! I am very affected! They were in my shoes before, they knew how it felt to be sooo sooo friggin' happy in love. They were like me, so positive, oh-am-gee so happy together. They knew each other so well, they met everyday, the communicated everyday, and by communicating I mean listen and talk and understand. That's very important. They thought they can't live without each other, they couldn't see the future without having the other one around. Then, may I ask, how can a relationship fail, after all that? I don't bother asking those puppy love or those who treats love like it's so easy and all, superficial nonsense. I'm asking those who, yeah, have been in a serious r/s.
It's seriously scary, not that I'm gonna expect anything in the future or whatsoever, it's just the horrid thoughts. Thoughtssss. Harindra is my boyfriend, and we're turning 2 soon. Not so soon, but soon enough :) Of all the 365days x2, we've not met for only 10 days, plus minus 1 day. Imagine that. Soon, he'll be in National Service. I wish him all the best, and may God bless him. I can't wait to go Darul Arqam with him :) Guess what? Yeah, I'm a happy girl.
Don't take ANYTHING personally, alright? It's just my utmost random thoughts, and I think my period is coming soon, thus the whole 'oh loveeee' mood. Just for your info, it's obvious enough that I'm so grateful that my first relationship is still, Alhamdulillah, doing fine and this whole 'love' issue hasn't been giving me any trouble. I take serious things/issues like love, well, seriously. People who don't and think they are all that, they piss me off.
So this is the long long post! I'm satisfied now. Gdnight! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYIKIN! LOVE YOU!
Labels: daily muse, love, Love stories, movie, rants