I know I'm not as bright as them, but at least I'm trying

It's not as if I totally neglect my responsibilities. I can't even prove it. Big eff.

Maybe last time was a tad disappointing, but I'm no longer like that.

I can't wait to graduate, and tho I have to take my SIP after their 3.2, I'm not going to give up that easy.

I'm not that kind of person anymore. I'm studying real smart now, y'know!

I'm proud of myself, and I'm not ashamed to say that. FOR THE WIN!

I'm listening to Jab We Met songs, on playlist. Awesome. Hindi and Arab songs can make me so in love with,  love! And speaking of love, would you like to get more personal with me? Hahahaha whatever I meant eh. I understand now, what my aunt meant by "working life r/s will be different. The world just seems so much bigger, too" Funny, he hasn't even surrendered his I/C yet, and he's working as a part-timer. Yep, not full-timer! Full shift almost everyday now, and the last time I saw him was sooooo long ago.

Which is last night. Kidding about the 'soooo long ago' part. Not funny.

So anyway, our endless meetings have become those short sms-es that's sent only during rare free period & after work. Ya Allah, I would like to grow old faster, and then when I'm 22 and he's 24, make us stay at that age for a while okay? Yes, growing old is mandatory, but growing up, no need lah. I love being a spoilt brat in dilemma.

Goodnight.