"Come with me, my love, to the sea of love"

Miss Koshka
Aisyah, 21, thinks that life is too short.
I don't believe in love, cause it makes people blind and crazy. I believe in Allah, & all the great things He has done. Want to know who's the perfect role model for a hijabi? Not me.
p/s click "life as it is" for archives.
p/p/s I'm a cat at night.

"Does your name rhyme with mine?"

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“Life as it is”
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go on, go on, leave me breathless baby
Friday, July 30, 2010 || 12:58 AM

Can I please please tell you how awesome my life is right now?!

Firstly, CSAS is over. After 2 years plus of CSAS (CSAS 1 to CSAS 4), it's finally over. Like, over. My interview was alright. Not exactly awesome, but it was alright :) It made me smile because I was impressed by my own portfolio (haha) and I think everything's just neat. I got A and/or B+ for my cover letter, resume and editing test and I think I'm awesome like that. I mean, I have to have to improve right! I'm just so glad I'm going to pass this.

Secondly, LAST Practical Test was amazing!! I trusted my guts (...) and I didn't memorise anything like crazy  I managed to withdraw blood from tail, managed to give injection via IP (intraperitoneal) and SC (subcutaneous) and gavaging, without any problem at all! It was crazy, like kookoo crazy, cause my hands were shaking and the mouse is like, really really small. I had no idea what's going on at the Anatomy Section (of fish and rat) and I was like, 
"This mouse is a male"
*do injections*
"Eh I think this mouse is a female!"
Ex-BCHMII lecturer: "Are you sure?"
"Eh I don't know!"
Him: "Okay what's your final answer?"
It was crazy, cause Zhang Energ is charming. And at Yee Mon's station, he kept talking to people and made me shocked -_- When I just started, he said "Time's up!" then I was like, "WHAT!?" then he was like, "No, Phylisia." Then he talked to Xiu Yi, and again I "WHAT!?" him. And when I did gavaging (and succeed) he smiled =) Hooray me.

Thirdly, if you're reading this, are you like, annoyed at me cause of my long-winded post? I'm sorry. I'm just procrastinating.

Last but not least,
Tomorrow is ACM Quiz and I hate it so much.
I hate it so much. Can I get MC for tomorrow?!?!?!?! OMG this is not one of the reasons why my life is awesome! Nevermind.

You feel me \m/

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Tuesday, July 27, 2010 || 1:09 AM

Tsk should have done them during the weekends. Oh yes, I was sick, so, urgh, bummer. Now now, how am I going to prepare for CSAS? Oh yes, now now there's just no time left ):

Bazing Bazing Bazing!!!

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harta di dunia vs harta di akhirat
Saturday, July 24, 2010 || 11:25 PM


By the way, I really really really really miss someone. Being sick doesn't help me in any way!
Stamina. Can't afford to give up, yet...
How's your fun fun weekend? Mine is terrible, but I'm grateful that everything's not that bad yet.
What's with the yet!? Urgh

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Friday, July 23, 2010 || 11:25 PM

Tetapi lelaki yang Gentleman dan Romantik, adalah lelaki yang tidak akan menyentuhmu, jiwa dan raga, dengan perbuatan mahupun kata kata, sebelum dia mampu bersumpah didepan Allah dan manusia, untuk menjagamu dan zuriatmu sampai ke syurga. - abufarhat.wordpress.com

"Cinta saya tak sehebat cinta Nabi Muhammad s.a.w kepada Khadijah, dan cinta saya tak sehebat cinta Zulaikha kepada Nabi Yusuf a.s, tetapi saya perlukan awak dalam kehidupan saya. Sudikah awak sehidup semati dengan saya?"
"My love isn't great like the Holy Prophet Muhammad s.a.w to Khadijah, or like Yusuf a.s to Zulaikha, but I need you in my life. Will you marry me?"

InsyaAllah, soon enough. But I'm v unhappy with the No Money No Honey thing ): Why ah, everything's about money now?!

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"Cinta saya tak sehebat cinta Nabi Muhammad s.a.w kepada Khadijah, dan cinta saya tak sehebat cinta Zulaikha kepada Nabi Yusuf a.s, tetapi saya perlukan awak dalam kehidupan saya. Sudikah awak sehidup semati dengan saya?"

"My love isn't great like the Holy Prophet Muhammad s.a.w to Khadijah, or like Yusuf a.s to Zulaikha, but I need you in my life. Will you marry me?"

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Cinta itu indah :)
|| 2:02 PM

  1. CSAS Portfolio: Clean typed copy of cover letter, clean typed copy for resume, print job advertisement, Self Profile Exercise, Job Fit Exercise, print Job Hunt and Business Correspondence Modules group research & powerpoint slides, clean typed copy of interview q&a  by  27th July
  2. Study for LAST Practical Test which is on 29th July
  3. SAPrn Assignment due 2nd August
"I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you"
- I live my life for you by Firehouse

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Thursday, July 22, 2010 || 10:36 PM

Manchester United. I so sleepy zzzzz but it's such an unproductive day, tsk.

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|| 8:58 PM

I want this. 
I want this. I want this. I want this. I want this. I want this.

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It's very hard at first, but we'll pull through

Just a little To-Do List :)
Tuesday, July 20, 2010 || 6:10 PM

In random order
Yes, I haven't washed my hair for maaaaany days. Are you like, disgusted now?

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I told myself that I'd go to sleep at 1
It's 1.40am sharp now
School's in less than 8 hours time!

Do you choose Harindra or your religion? Choose one only
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my religion.

Ask me anything

Is Harindra always the one saving money or do you also save money for marriage?
Monday, July 19, 2010 || 10:34 AM

I KNOW WHO THIS IS ;) Honestly, he's the one saving for now. I haven't worked yet, and I don't want to think about this cause it'll make me maaaaaaad

Ask me anything

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http://www.uniqlo.com/lookbook/2010fw/ Uniqlo Fall & Winter Collection 2010

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Do you believe in Magic?
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Wearing someone else's clothings, especially your parents', will make you cool, instantly. I mean, listen to this, "Oh, this shirt's my dad's" "Oh, this one? My mom's" "Boyfriend's shirt, like, really, his shirt"
Okay, story of my life. Am I cool enough now? Oh, pulease. So yes, the only thing that's mine is the leggings.

Btw, he cut his own jeans ;)

Harndra & I went to Vivo City today, just to window-shop. I used to hate window-shopping, but I guess I have to get used to it already. So anyway, 

And see the Anna Nucci plastic bag? I'mma post a picture of it when I wear it next time. Today is so random, and I have stomach pain that's so bad ):

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Sunday, July 18, 2010 || 3:10 PM


I'm so lazy to go to school anymore. I'm so lazy to work hard anymore.
And I do realise how dumb I sound right now -_-
I was telling my sis-in-law, that there's so much more to life.
Oh God.. Why am I making my life so hard? Unnecessarily somemore.

I need a hug, and a wake up call. No, a call welcoming me back to reality...

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Friday, July 16, 2010 || 3:00 PM


What a rough week. I gotta be stronger, man, I gotta be.
Comel's gone, and I'm trying real hard not to think about it.
I have no idea what's going on with school. I'm no longer disciplined.
Time freeze, please? Everything's just heart-breaking...
(That's Anja in the second picture)

Y'know what sucks?
1) To know that she'll never come back
2) Unsure whether he'll be mine again
Mom told me that I'm the one who carik penyakit...

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13 December 2009 at 4am - 16 July 2010 at 6.45am 
Allah lebih menyayangimu, sayang. Pemergianmu mungkin menjadi satu tanda tanya, tetapi kami redha akan pemergianmu. Mungkin Dia sudah menetapkan tarikh ini sejak kamu di dalam kandungan lagi. Semoga kita berjumpa lagi di Syurga satu hari nanti. Ya Allah, lindungilah dia...

*time is just an estimation
(p/s I just got the mood to type in Malay-Malay)


Wednesday, July 14, 2010 || 11:13 PM

I'm sucha a liar, I said I didn't want to post pictures right?
Cannot. I got itchy backside.
Tomorrow I must hand in my VPM assignment, but I haven't done it yet
V lazy, and yes, I know the consequences -_-
Today's LAST Quiz II was bullshit, and there goes my 'A'. Poof.
(Btw I miss Harindra. I'mma wear his jacket to sleep)

Anyway if I have the money, I'm going to get myself a DSLR and a film camera. I haven't used my Double-Half yet, y'know! And if I have the money, I'll save some for World Cup 2014 trip with Amanda HAHAHAHA Eh high hopes! And and and, last but not least (definitely not least), if I have the money, I want to get married. In fact, if I do have 30K in my bank account, like, NOW, I'd get married like, as sooooon as possible.

You're invited.

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I miss the way we breathe
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Y'know something? I'm v proud of us.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010 || 11:18 PM

A little personal.
We're taking our relationship to a whole new level.
Let's take one step at a time :)

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sinar hari ini
|| 7:52 PM

In the morning I'll make you breakfast
In the evening I'll warm the bed.

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Cristiano Ronaldo & English
The next video is awesome, awesome and LEGENDARY!!!

Well, he did that cause that guy did the exact thing to him when he missed the penalty earlier

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cause I'm no superman
Monday, July 12, 2010 || 2:39 PM

myspace graphic at Gickr

Today is a crazy Monday
Oh hell crazy crazy Monday

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because your love your love your love is my drug your love your love your love
Sunday, July 11, 2010 || 7:57 PM

Lost without you, can't help myself.
How does it feel to know that I love you baby?

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|| 3:00 AM

Menstrual cramp really takin' over me
I don't know what's love and hate no more
You f* are pissing me off
Cb damn irritating

What else:
I'm effing tired and my body is being mean (cramps+headaches) and I have to email classmate by tomorrow morning. Sometimes I wish I have no life sia. And like omgwtf, tomorrow I'm working 11-6 somewhere there lah the working hours. I want to explode

Saturday, July 10, 2010 || 10:19 AM

Go Jane Subscription
Spoil my day cause I want them but can't have 'em
Good morning people :)

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|| 1:52 AM

Don't know whether y'all remember, but I have once posted about sweaters and how much I love 'em. Here it is again!!! I love trench coats too, but it's just hard+ex here ):


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Sexy's my name
Friday, July 9, 2010 || 6:36 PM

Y'all know something? I want to grow my hair long!! Everyone's cutting their hair short so it's going to be nothing special already. So long hair it is! BUT RIGHT, I got itchy backside (something Amanda loovveeeeees to say) cause sometimes I feel like cutting my hair! Hmmph That day I tried centre parting, and I like it. But it's stupid cause totally shitty if Bad-Hair-Day. And I v long never wear make-up already cause it makes me a happier person. Tomorrow Apitos performing at Marina Barrage, so I'mma use eyeliner WAH I MISS EYELINER Syik better lend me. Oh, and I don't like make-up cause I lazy to wash face, so pimples pimples more than what you see everyday. 

"I'm calling my boyfriend"
"I'm calling my, erm, friend"
"I'm calling Hari"?

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Thursday, July 8, 2010 || 8:15 PM

School has been a bore. I think it's just me, cause there's nothing much to do at home that's school-related. Ok such a procrastinator, I actually have 2 assignments due soon, 1 individual and 1 group. Whatever, I can't wait for 3.2, then SIP/MP then graduate.

Graduate. Wow.

Ah I'm not much of an optimist recently, so BYEAHDON'TWANNATHINKHAPPYTHOUGHTSAH
And I don't like noise.

Happy pills? 25th Months. Yeah we do the count-Up, and leave us alone

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Syukur Nikmat
Monday, July 5, 2010 || 8:49 PM

Fathers' Day 2010 at Tambuah Mas
Norman & Aidah Engagement Day

Alhamdulillah, all is well :) Click on the images for wonders. 

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Little Miss DressUp

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