I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

“Life as it is”

Thursday, September 30, 2010 || 2:23 AM

I don't know whether it's supposed to be a public announcement but...

there's something different about me, and I can sense it.

This Friday, I'mma do something about it.

I'm kind of scared, really, I think it's something to do with the 'self-esteem' this time

the reason why it's soon and not, later, like after poly is because

He's very Strong, y'know. Mighty Mighty Powerful.

Not the usual adjectives there, right? But He's Powerful, and He doesn't wait for you

He won't be like, "hmm do you want to change first, for the better? Okay I shall wait for you"

(TO BE CONTINUED

OMEGLE haha)

Okay I was too lazy to continue. So here's a picture.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010 || 2:03 PM

off to pasir ris for Apitos prac

very far

urgh haha

Ian the marvelous

Tuesday, September 28, 2010 || 5:49 PM

I CAN LOOK AT THIS THE WHOLE DAY

Mantra, We Are Family

|| 4:03 PM

the movie is, well, deep. I think it's unlike any other. A tad confusing at first, as I couldn't differentiate the girls' faces haha then it got better and, serious. So yes, I think y'all should watch it cause it's different. Amazing visual effects, story line hmm it's kinda simple

Something I can relate to, not that I'm married or have kids or etc etc it's just soooo good. Again, another simple story line, but I can totally understand the character played by Kajol. The children are so good-looking, and they have beautiful names! All start with A. Remember last time when Hari and I are so, erm, ON, we had a list of Indian names starting with A for their middle names! Eg Agastya, Arush, Aditya, Arora, and his personal fav, Agustina (not even Indian lah haha) SO ANYWAY, I managed to not cry haha it's v good movie tho, v touching. Good to watch with spouse and then crrrryyyyy

don't ask ;) Watch it yourself.

Labels: movie

Monday, September 27, 2010 || 2:15 PM

Apitos: YOG Appreciation Dinner
24 Sept 2010

It was amazing! Reached at 1 for rehearsal, and then it was really crappy at first cause there was technical difficulties and we have to rehearse a few rounds so that they can set the timing, coordination etc etc. Then from 3 to 6plus we were free to do whatever we want. Syik, Nas & I went to Masjid Omar Kampong Melaka Singapore for Asar Prayers while the rest... okay have no idea where they went (walking around, sight-seeing? hehe) met up with Ifah @ Central and went to toilet AND MY SKIRT GOT STUCK, y'know, the side of the escalator? Damn black greasy erm, thingy and they fixed my skirt like fashion designers :) Had some tambo' practice at Central and then we all went back Swissotel.

Then we performed then we had buffet, expensive expensive buffet Swissotel-style :D :D

K I got bored haha byeeeee

Don't ever let them go.

Sunday, September 26, 2010 || 11:16 PM

I'm 19, and/but I definitely know I have the ability to think.

Thank you God.

Labels: life, love, story of my life

mess up my bed with me

|| 10:38 PM

Hari Raya with BBSS was pretty alright, only went to 4 houses, mine was the last :)
Pictures with Hazlin, and she has already given warning, that she'll take some time to upload 'em pictures.
Chandini, Tasvita & Alyssa couldn't join us ):
I think Raya Outings with 'em should be on a Saturday instead of a Sunday, because Sunday is my lazylazy daaaay
Roti Kirai at my house wasn't enough hahahaha

Yes, I believe in love, but I think love is the best after marriage. And for that, I won't love till then. And for that, I'm running s-o-l-o
:) :)

(Yes, if you all still say, "your boyfriend" "hari your bf" I will just agree or nod. Malas ah to explain why he's not)
(And to Hari, keep rocking!)

Labels: friends, Hari Raya Outing, love, Love stories

Results & not-so-secret

|| 1:39 AM

Damon Salvatore
(Ian Somerhalder) He's just so awesome, isn't he!?

I'm sorry if you think my blog is disgusting with soo many pictures & gifs, but ultimately,

do I look like I care?

Results out, and I'm very happy!! Careperson Mrs Ng even texted me, telling me that she's very happy/proud of my great improvements. Obviously not fantastic results, but it's satisfactory enough, and my GPA increased by, let's see... 0.36? Which is not bad right, for my standard? haha!

Sem 2.2 GPA dropped by 0.02

Sem 3.1 GPA increased by 0.36

and for that, I deserve some lovin'

of course have to work harderrrr. I'm sure the rest of the class did like super well haha good for em lor hahaha

Can I tell you a secret?

Hari's my first, and I don't regret at all seh

he's the best guy/person I've ever known

it's like, no joke

Labels: damon salvatore, ian somerhalder, life, school, t-v-d

JOBLESS - NOT A BRIGHT STUDENT - TERRIBLE PLANNER

Thursday, September 23, 2010 || 7:05 PM

Should I get a job? I mean, I don't know, can I even commit?

By the way, I've been tutoring for 2 years now, and I'm kinda bored of it. Definitely would like to continue cause it's such easy money, perhaps a year without one would be nice!

I shall consider!

Results out tomorrow, I think. Hoping to not see any 'F' in the text. I worked hard, and yes yes yes, I regret giving up during the Semestral Exams cause I was already in my Raya mode, but pray hard - no 'F'!

Next sem taking 3 modules - AHDis, CD2 (repeated, damn it) and BPharm. 3 modules, pretty slack, huh?

Doubt so, all 3 are like huge heavy ones!

If time-table's okay, then I hafta work lorrrrrrr

Raya this Sat/Sun. Friends who read this, heads up. Sat is only Diyana's house cause she's having open house. So, on Sunday, the rest.

Shall mass text later. Organizing this is so damn hard.

My throat hurts :/ Coughing like M. Mad.

Labels: Hari Raya Outing, Love stories, school, story of my life

Muslim Fashion Blogs

Wednesday, September 22, 2010 || 12:04 AM

from http://fiminin.blogspot.com

from http://hijabscarf.blogspot.com

In the early days of wearing hijab usually accompanied by dizziness and headaches. Some people didn't used to wear it (wrapping head might make you uncomfortable at first) and some are caused by wearing an underscarf/headbands/ponytail/bun too tight. To prevent by loosen it all is not enough, these are things we've found from Google that you can do if you get a headache.

1.
Use aromatherapy. This is an ancient healing art that has been used to treat and cure stress headaches for ages. Try lavender which is known for a good relaxation.

2.
Massage your temples, neck, face, and shoulders. Then take a lime, cut it in half, and rub it on your forehead. After that take a small towel and dip it into some warm water. Apply to forehead or back of the neck for a few minutes.
3.
Honey foot bath. Keep legs in a tub or bucket filled with hot water, pour ½ cup pure honey, soak for fifteen minutes.
4.
Apples are valuable in curing all types of headaches. It should be taken with a little salt every morning on an empty stomach.
5.
Try to take your mind of the pain by reading a magazine or book. Sometimes when your mind is engaged in something you don't notice pain as much.
6.
Dim the lights and quiet the room. Bright lights and loud noise can often make a headache worse.
7.
Try 2 wet peppermint tea bags on the eyelids. Hold peppermint oil on a tissue to your nose and breathe in the scent.
8.
Drink ginger tea 2 or 3 times a day. It has been used since about 2000 BC to cure headache.

We hope these tips will help you :)

go check out their fasion blogs :D

Labels: fashion, hijab, reblogged

Please don't be sick ):

Tuesday, September 21, 2010 || 12:29 AM

for my readers, followers, o'course fam & friends :)
I know it's like, "I have you" but it's actually "I love you" haha
sweethomestyle:

Submitted by Briony.

One thing in this world that can make me very very extremely weak.

But if I were a vampire (jokes aside, okay, sarcasm too), it would be pretty much like a vervain to me.

It's so annoying. I thought I was strong, but I'm always such a loser around 'it'

"I gave up, I let you win"

Perhaps the change will really bring out the 'improved' me?

It's really annoying me ): ):

And the other party isn't helping either.

Let's.

I'm feeling feverish, and I see lots of people on fb going all, "ah feverish" "the flu bug is here!" et cetera

(et cetera sounds so much better than etc)

I've just taken 2 panadol extra, so I guess I'll be sleeping real soon. No late night for me. No True Blood.

Thank God I'm done with Vampire Diaries Season 1 and the two episodes of Season 2.

So Raya with awesomez was amazing. It was real tiring, but well spent :) Photos to be uploaded soon on fb. Chey like I'm the one with the pictures like thaaaaat :0

Raya with BBSS is probably on 25th. We'll see how. :)